For me, sometimes the size fetish/macrophilia community does make me sad and depressed, especially when you have a fetish like mine in which not a lot of people like. My favorite part of the fetish is mega/giga giant couples (giant and giantess together). Especially nude giant couples. I keep hoping someone will make videos of a giant couple destroying a city, but because the majority of the fetish is giantess and giant males are not welcomed as much - vise versa with male giant sites and apparently not many people like a giant and a giantess together. Some producers won’t even make a video of a giant and a giantess in a city. Gary Pranzo (Giantess Zone) has the best city props for buildings and unfortunately there isn’t anyone else who has props of his caliber and he won’t do nude. I’ve gotten quotes from models not associated with the fetish and the asking price was over $800-$1000 and I don’t have that kind of budget to spare. I’ve also been scammed before on customs which brings my confidence down. My wife doesn’t share my interest in the fetish and won’t do any roleplays with me. I feel like if I want to bring my fantasy of watching a naked giant couple destroy a city to life, I have to do it myself and unfortunately, I don’t have the props, equipment, and since my wife won’t do it with me, models to do it.
So the only way I can express my fantasy is make collages and I know I’m not a good collager and storyteller since I am getting a lot criticism that my collages don’t have stories. It does get to me at times because I feel alone that I have this particular fetish, but unfortunately I can only do what I can and just have to accept it.