My first memory is being in year 1, around 5 and watching the BFG original animated film, and watching the scene where Sophie is kidnapped through the windows, getting tingles and not enjoying it and wanting to leave so just closed my eyes and looked down. I didn’t watch anything with giants or little people in for a long time, not enjoying the sensation and it was only as I got older (and unchecked engagement with the much less regulated internet) that I discovered the subject again and then realised why I felt sensation. It’s so odd how these things start before we even understand sexuality and such.
