I’m glad so many people enjoy darker humiliating stuff like this! 
Thanks for all the nice comments 
There’s certainly not enough content of Giant people shitting/pissing on tinies (especially tiny women), so I hope I can inspire others to create content like this, if that’s what they enjoy too. 
@giant-me It’s true that people have certain qualities they want in a partner, and it’s a shame that your partners weren’t up front of how they felt about yours. The positive is that you’ve realized this, so you don’t waste your time again on a woman who won’t appreciate you for who you are. I honestly think a lot of people go through this, I know my sister did with her horrible, cheating ex-husband. She dated other men for 10 years after her divorce, but finally got serious with her current boyfriend of 4 years. It took quite a bit of playing the dating game, but she got a catch. He’s genuinely a really great man and I’m so happy for both of them. But my sister admits, when she was younger she didn’t really know what she want. And honestly, I don’t think it’s fair for society to assume that we know what we want without experiencing life, relationships, etc.
I hope you do find that special someone if you want it, because you certainly deserve it!
I remember watching Fern Gully at the movie theater and thinking how exciting it would be to be small. I think I was 4 or 5 years old when the film came out. That’s the furthest memory I have. I’d also add, I dream of Jeanie was also a big influence for me as well! I used to watch a lot of “Nick-at-Nite” and watched this show religiously. I loved how she called Nelson “Master” and shrunk down into a bottle, which of course, was in his possession and used to control her. 
I’ll have to make more emojis, since the only active vore one we have now is this : 
@Olo I must have posted this on The Minimizer’s site back in the day, but I was able to find it on my old website using the wayback machine! (https://web.archive.org/web/20130527223830/http://jitenshasw.50webs.com:80/images.html)
@giant-me if you want a relationship, it’s certainly never too late for it! Of course there are people who no longer care to play the “dating game” and are more content living on their own - and hey, if that’s you, that’s totally fine. Your negative feelings about love are completely valid, especially after all you’ve been through. You don’t have to worry about venting in front of me or other die-hard romantics. Please speak freely 
I know I’m EXTREMELY lucky that I found my husband. Relationships seem to be something that many people struggle with in this community, which is why I try and speak openly about mine. I want to normalize it. I didn’t have hope I’d find happiness growing up because of my fetish. Hell, there were moments I felt like that after I got married too! Hopefully a positive example can encourage other people to explore their kinky relationships too! But hey, it wasn’t love at first sight with my husband and I. We worked a real long time at what we have. I don’t have doubts anymore, but we’ve been a couple for 15 years now! We’ve had a lot of opportunities to make mistakes lol. 
I’m sorry you don’t have a lot of support in your life. That’s one area that I could relate to until my husband came into my life. I’ve struggled since I was a child connecting with either of my parents, and was having suicidal thoughts by my early 20’s. There were somethings that I went through, like sexual abuse as a child for example, that my parents just brushed off. There are other cold scenarios like this with my parents and I, where you would hope they would either defend, console or sympathize at all, but they didn’t. The tl;dr is that going into adulthood, no one had my back except my husband. I honestly feel THIS is the reason I’m lucky.
Part of the reason I’m moving to Japan is to get some freakin’ peace from my family. 
Even now, as I slowly approach middle age, I have to keep reminding myself that the relationship I want with my parents will never happen. We can’t always choose which relationships we get in life, or when they end, but I at least hope you’ve had a few good ones.
@olo I remember photoshopping this maybe…15 years ago?? It still holds up!! Fucking hot! 
@tiny-ivy Hey, so your deleted post I believe should not have been visible to others, but I think the thread itself would still be up. You, as well as moderators though could still see the deleted post. I’m happy you brought the conversation back, because I think it’s a good one, but I can totally delete it for you if you’re feeling uncomfortable about it.
I personally fantasize about myself as I look in person, as my assigned gender, but gender swapping and size fantasies are actually pretty common, and I hope you don’t feel alone about it! One of my SizeCon friends is Addison. When I first met them, they introduced themselves as a tiny man. But as I got to know them, I learned they enjoying growing, but only as a woman, not as a man. I’ve met quite a lot of people like this in all honesty.
First off, thanks @Olo for pointing out that this is a safe space to share these sorts of thoughts!
I’m a tiny lady, so I don’t struggle with the same exact feelings as @Giant-me but I certainly can relate with somethings.
I can’t tell you where my non-con fantasies came from, but it’s something I’ve always enjoyed. A revenge fantasy can be fun - I certainly love playing a brat/bitch and being put in my place! But this is not my personal motivation. It’s totally fine if that’s what you fantasize about though, as long as it’s not affecting your IRL behavior. I know that’s easy to say, as traditionally I’m the receiver of the abuse, but I’m a very ambitious, strong willed, feminist woman. It doesn’t feel good morally to have these fantasies…that part I get.
I’m not sure if your fantasies played a role in your relationships ending, but it at least seems like there was some lack of clear communication. Maybe not sharing enough of your fantasies kept things disconnected or boring in the bedroom. But that’s speculation. The clear fact is that she didn’t feel comfortable enough to share her fantasies with you, because instead of communicating, she turned to another man. Most people in the community under share - which I get. Nobody likes to be vulnerable. She might have had the most boring, vanilla fantasy in the world, and still might feel as embarrassed to talk about sex like the rest of us kinky weirdos lol. I highly recommend in any future relationship, to prioritize transparent communication and unbiased acceptance. There are people in the community who communicate their fantasies, find out they’re not compatible, and they break up. It sucks. But every couple I’ve known like that has moved on to find better, mature, stronger relationships.
The way that I came to terms with my dark fantasies was sharing them with my husband. Not just verbally, but actually engaging with him in the fantasy. Together. My husband has always enjoyed being a smart-ass bully with me, and enjoyed a few dominant non-con fantasies here and there (slapping, choking, free-use, etc), but my size fantasies, and generally my dark fantasies, went quite a bit further than what he was interested in. There are some fantasies of his that I humor, and vice versa. With this mindset, we were able to explore and experience lots of fun, sexy new things we might not have experience otherwise. We’ve found over time that we actually mesh pretty well sexually. While many of our engagements are non-con, my husband is in no way a monster. He is a romantic, thoughtful gentleman!! 
Why? Well, he might be waking me up in the morning as he pulls down my underwear and covers my mouth with his hand. But he (1) knows I love it (2) woke me up around the time my alarm goes off so I don’t lose sleep (3) considered if I had work/appointment to go to wherein he might be taking up precious time (4) considered if I was feeling well the night before, am on my period, etc. He’s actually pretty thoughtful!! I live a Dominant/submissive relationship with him, and those provide us certain pre-agreed to rules/limitations for each of us to live by. If he walked up to me right now, held my arms back and kicked my legs open to fuck me, this would be a POSITIVE interaction for me. It’s all about personal preference, there’s nothing inherently bad about it. What you do in your private home with your consenting partner is your business.
When my husband and I are roleplaying, I revel in him treating me like an object or pet for him to do as he pleases. He can choke me out, leave bruises, take a piss right in my face while he laughs, and I love it!! Doing something that’s subjectively bad, doesn’t mean my husband is a bad man! Everything he does is actually with CONSIDERATION and RESPECT for me!! My husband has supported me as a friend and partner, whether that be starting my own business or running my own convention, he’s never held me back from any ambition. He is cool, calm and collected, never loses his temper and always makes time for me. He always considers my opinions, cares about my thoughts and picks me always above anyone else (his family, friends, etc). I also return the respect to him as well. That’s the beauty of communication. Security. Validation. The maturing of our relationship was worth every single uncomfortable conversation.
And I mean, I had a conversation with him once where I wanted him to facesit on me, and I wanted him to twitch his asshole, because it was scarier for me. Like, who has these conversations? Apparently, me.
@cyberpool I’m SEEING it!! 
Thank you so much @Olo 
I’m sorry we’ve been very quiet on the board!! For the most part, I’ve only been logging in to make sure we don’t have any reports or other mod issues. 
There’s been a lot going on in our personal lives, which I’ll explain in detail later on (if anyone is interested), but we are ecstatic about the move! Hubby is trying to keep me in check because I am compiling all these pinterest ideas for our new place, but we have to budget LOL.
You can’t blame me though. 2 years of living out of a suitcase!! I’m so ready to live on our own again. I appreciate it of course…but it’s been horrible 
I’m hoping to have more updates to the forum actually, once I’m in Japan. I’ll be there 2nd week of May! 
@kc_giant I’m the old/original organizer of the Macro/micro meetup in NYC and would VERY much love to continue seeing that group do meetups. Unfortunately our meetups became less frequent (from monthly to seasonal) after we switched our focus on SizeCon, and many of us were meeting up on our free time anyway. After covid hit, it cancelled our last planned Spring meet in March 2020, and then I moved out of state Summer 2020 with no plans of moving back. It sort of just fizzled out 
No one jumped at taking the reigns for the meetup group unfortunately, and it’s just been sitting, inactive for close to a year now. 
If you or anyone else wants to get that going again, even virtually, I got a mailing list of close to 100 local size kink folks in the greater NYC area.
@normhorseman all right! It’ll probably be early next week after SizeCon, because that’s currently taking up all my free time at the moment 
