
Posts made by Olo
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RE: Salt & Pepper
@littlest-lily That genuinely might be my favorite shade of green.
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RE: Depression and Size Kink
@foreverlurk “Bigmine”? That’s a giant’s name if I ever heard one.
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RE: Depression and Size Kink
I have been in therapy off and on for the last seven years. I should have started much earlier. I have never talked about my size kink with a therapist, because by the time I started therapy I had determined that it was neither a cause nor a symptom of more fundamental issues. It was (and remains) a distraction, which can be problematic, but I’m not going to be happier if I could somehow jettison it.
In fact, I talked with my last therapist about finding self-worth in “creative writing.” I admitted that it was “smut-based” writing, and we worked on overcoming shame associated with that. I didn’t specify “the kink” as I was confident that for me Size is just an internal role-playing world that doesn’t need to be externalized.
Longtime readers will remember that I do have a history of self-loathing with regard to the M/f side of Size Fantasy. It’s no great mystery that the origin of this is my disgust and dismay with how every man in my life treats women, starting with my father. Disentangling my expectations from my father’s has been my primary challenge for most of my life, but it got a lot easier when I had a professional to talk to about it.
A real society would provide for everyone to have a therapist or the functional equivalent, and men suffer the most from this lack. To customize the meme, “Men will literally shrink themselves to the size of a mouse and beg women to step on them rather than go to therapy.”
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RE: Sweet treat (M/f, borrower, gentle, fluff, smut)
@blehb I may never make it out of the FAQs.
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RE: Sweet treat (M/f, borrower, gentle, fluff, smut)
@blehb I spent two minutes on r/AO3 and fled.
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RE: Training Exercise (M/f, Gentle, Giant, Shameless Smut)
@Nyx I just looked at AO3 for the first time in years, trying to determine if and how I might post a couple of my stories there. I immediately started drowning in all the tags. I didn’t anything could be more convoluted than the Tumblr tag wars, but it’s a couple orders of magnitude worse. The temptation to simply write the story as tags is quite strong.