@phantom8 I know it can be frustrating to see that very few people share your interests, but I want you to know that in the size community you’re accepted and understood.
It’s really hard to find live action content good enough, even for me being a SW enthusiast, the depressing part for me is being so busy I have no time to make art about what I like, because I could do it with the exact level of cruelty and kinkiness I like, so I depend on others to enjoy my fantasy, and expecting great artists like Jitensha or Steve O’ Reno to do more of their cruel art without gore, but there will always seem to be too few of what you like.
It should be nice to have a lover who shares your most intense fetish, as a dominant guy irl I tend to be with submissive women who enjoy pleasuring those fantasies when I open up about them; but it will never be as great as if they shared and completely understood what I feel about SW, and that brings a certain feeling on loneliness…