@tiny-ivy I figured I couldn’t be the only one, given the impossible nature of our kink, so much happens in our minds - it’s possible we cope and develop our imaginations beyond the average 😲
I hadn’t thought of the synaesthesia angle! That’s actually a very intereting theory, if there was some serious science done on the subject, I’d volunteer my time right away (same for microphilia, which is way overdue to be studied imho)
Can I ask if you ever get phantom feelings? Like, if you just imagined touching something, it lingers on for a while? I can’t explain it better than as if there’s a “delay” in the response to switch from fiction to reality. Ties back to sensory overload and synaesthesia, I guess?!
Also, did you ever have night terrors or sleep paralysis? Just trying to see if there are more common links…