Hello! New here
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Hello!
I guess this is the best place to post this. Username is macrodid. Our coming across macro communities is actually… very complicated, I would say, but I am hoping any lengthy introduction I share here helps to clarify. Feel free to sit down and read over a couple times, if it helps or if maybe you know someone else who’s been here before or maybe you have been here before.
So for years I knew about macro and about being both interested and into it. There was a lot of shame in it for me because (as I later discovered) it was more than just being… interested in it? For lack of a better word? I felt like this was a kink of mine, but somehow that didn’t seem to be the whole puzzle and was just a piece of it. There would be days, weeks, months, even years I lost time.
A few years ago we were diagnosed with DID (dissociative identity disorder, formerly known as multiple personality disorder) and it turned out we had a lot of tiny (as in a few inches tall) alters. A lot finally clicked in, realizing why I would feel the changes in our height and size and memory and everything before I blanked out. So reconciling that has been very difficult so far, and I think it has been even more confusing to realize I was still into G/T kinks as just… well… in a pleasurable way aside from our diagnosis and aside from our alters?
I feel I’ve come to a point where I’ve grown more comfortable with the fact we even have tiny alters, despite how confusing it has been for me. But I guess joining a community like this is just a way for me to genuinely start feeling comfortable having this interest as a kink, too. And if any of our other alters find this community helpful and healing for them, too—great!
I apologize if this all sounds super confusing, but I hope you all will accept me here even given this complex background. Thank you for reading this far if you have, and I hope you have a wonderful day!
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@macrodid Hello and welcome! I really hope you’re able to feel safe exploring yourselves here
I’m no DID expert but I did take quite an interest in it for a while, so I’m at least familiar with the terms and how it generally works. That’s so fascinating that some of your alters ended up manifesting in different sizes! -
Welcome to the new hive mind hope you and yours find a place around here and don’t be shy about asking for aid plus you sound super interesting
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Thank you so much for the warm welcome! I really hope this site helps us accept ourselves more and feel more okay being ourselves. It’s difficult enough as is, so finding supportive communities helps a lot.
Thank you again
