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@i-am-insane said in Depression and Size Kink:

The relationship itself has a sort of expectation, even if it’s unstated, that at some point you will talk about this kind of thing, to be open and honest.

What you wrote is so very true, and yet that’s something I still struggle with. I have a hard time opening up and trusting, I always focus on the negative outcomes of any situations, and it’s very hard for me to allow myself to be vulnerable with someone. Admitting this kink is then basically impossible.

A long road ahead for me.

I’m keeping my expectations in check but:

• It’s a full 15-seconds VFX shot, it would be costly to do so only for a trailer (not saying it’s impossible, but those movies tend to have smaller budgets);
• A24 has done sizey content in the past;
• The overall semi-supernatural plot does lend itself to such a scene even if it’s just a short one;

So overall I’d say it’s probably just a metaphorical scene but I still have a little bit of hope.

That’s freaking amazing… crazy attention to details, the LED lights and all. Only wish there was something else in the frame (a hand or whatever) to better show the actual size of the miniature.

Also, I wish I could justify owning something like this…

@tiny-ivy I figured I couldn’t be the only one, given the impossible nature of our kink, so much happens in our minds - it’s possible we cope and develop our imaginations beyond the average

I hadn’t thought of the synaesthesia angle! That’s actually a very intereting theory, if there was some serious science done on the subject, I’d volunteer my time right away (same for microphilia, which is way overdue to be studied imho)

Can I ask if you ever get phantom feelings? Like, if you just imagined touching something, it lingers on for a while? I can’t explain it better than as if there’s a “delay” in the response to switch from fiction to reality. Ties back to sensory overload and synaesthesia, I guess?!

Also, did you ever have night terrors or sleep paralysis? Just trying to see if there are more common links…

@BryTheGuy I used to play this a lot with friends from launch, don’t remember this tonic? My main was a Norn and in our group there was tiny Asura, so quite a large size difference.

My mind wandered sometimes, ngl.

I do believe in fairies!

@littlest-lily I think I got a ping from the SizeCon Discord server but only a few days ago.

I can’t attend (I’m adulting hard this weekend) and it’s a shame, the topic list seems so interesting.

@BryTheGuy Now you’re really making me want to try it again! Best MMORPG I’ve played by far. But I’m also reminded of the fact that I just had so much more free time back then

Interesting use of generative AI over his existing renders.

For me, Real Life sucks for size interactions. Thank the Maker for the Internet, otherwise…

Being 5’8" means never getting comments on my height, I’m just average as average can be.

Being shy means never saying comments on girl’s height either, even in a completely non-creepy context. Well I did tease my short girlfriends a lot but never got any reactions beside slight annoyance.

So yeah, childhood games notwithstanding, I can’t say I’ve ever had the chance to experience even the lamest, normiest of IRL sizey interactions.

I think I’ve already answered this over the years in one form or another, but why not, let’s do this again!

How did you discover this fetish?

Depends on what you mean by “fetish”. If you mean “When did you discover this was (also) a sexual thing for you?”, then it was at the onset of puberty for me, so around 12 or 13 years old, when I started having sexual fantasies and started using SW daydreams while masturbating (confusing times w/ all the guilt and shame of post-nut clarity, but with added wtf due to tiny girls thoughts ). If your question was more “When did you discover this fantasy?”, for me it was basically always there. I can’t remember a time before, it’s just how I was wired.

How did it manifest?

When I was 5 or 6, the first shrinking scenes in the cartoons I watched at the time, I think it was Alice shrinking in an anime? It made me feel excited, overwhelmed (in a good way), but at the same time I instinctively knew that I had to keep quiet about this. So I felt weird when someone else was in the room when a SW scene came up, I was paranoid that my sister or friends knew about this secret, somehow, so I tried to keep a poker face. If I knew beforehand that a shrinking scene was coming up, I would pretend having to go to the bathroom (but still watch it through the half-opened door).

When I was a teenager, around 16 and had my first sexual relations, I discovered that even during sex I needed these thoughts to go all the way. That was almost always the case, I can have sex without sizey thoughts but my kink makes it hard to really enjoy it otherwise. So I just imagined she was shrinking on my dick or things like that. Again, I always felt some shame and guilt after it for not being able to just enjoy reality as-is, as if I didn’t respect my partner somehow.

What’s the appeal to it?

I have two wolves inside. The cozy, wholesome side is mostly about caring for, and protecting a woman hundreds of times smaller than I am. Between 3 to 6 inches, even smaller. I enjoy dreaming about all things she would do at her size, how adorable everything she would do would be, just melting with complete admiration at the tiny cuteness.

The NSFW side is complicated. It can overlap, meaning I’m still caring and protecting her, but the appeal of shrinking her, or having her used as a sex toy or something is just too strong. I love both con and non-con, so she can also be very into it and worship me like a god of old, or be terrified, both I can enjoy. Both these sides co-exist within me, and I wouldn’t want it any other way.

@frollo Midjourney and DALL-E cannot do inpainting (at least, not publicly), so my guess in this case is that he used Stable Diffusion.

@The-Big-G Yeah I’m not looking to date under 30, but what I meant in my comment was the general mindset on kinks of my (our) generation.

From what I’ve seen, 40+ people aren’t as open-minded on topics such as kinks and sexual diversity compared to the younger generation.

@DFP said in Question for fans:

formally trained Dom

W-w-wait, is there a Dom Academy and I’m not aware of its existence?

@SmolChlo Thanks, I think so too! That new model is not only more photorealistic, but also quite flexible, allowing for more diversity in characters.