Best posts made by foreverlurk

@BryTheGuy Now you’re really making me want to try it again! Best MMORPG I’ve played by far. But I’m also reminded of the fact that I just had so much more free time back then

@giantmaneddie said in Anatomy Class:

Oh I had some teachers I wish that would shrink in front of me.

I think we all imagined that at some point

I think I’ve already answered this over the years in one form or another, but why not, let’s do this again!

How did you discover this fetish?

Depends on what you mean by “fetish”. If you mean “When did you discover this was (also) a sexual thing for you?”, then it was at the onset of puberty for me, so around 12 or 13 years old, when I started having sexual fantasies and started using SW daydreams while masturbating (confusing times w/ all the guilt and shame of post-nut clarity, but with added wtf due to tiny girls thoughts ). If your question was more “When did you discover this fantasy?”, for me it was basically always there. I can’t remember a time before, it’s just how I was wired.

How did it manifest?

When I was 5 or 6, the first shrinking scenes in the cartoons I watched at the time, I think it was Alice shrinking in an anime? It made me feel excited, overwhelmed (in a good way), but at the same time I instinctively knew that I had to keep quiet about this. So I felt weird when someone else was in the room when a SW scene came up, I was paranoid that my sister or friends knew about this secret, somehow, so I tried to keep a poker face. If I knew beforehand that a shrinking scene was coming up, I would pretend having to go to the bathroom (but still watch it through the half-opened door).

When I was a teenager, around 16 and had my first sexual relations, I discovered that even during sex I needed these thoughts to go all the way. That was almost always the case, I can have sex without sizey thoughts but my kink makes it hard to really enjoy it otherwise. So I just imagined she was shrinking on my dick or things like that. Again, I always felt some shame and guilt after it for not being able to just enjoy reality as-is, as if I didn’t respect my partner somehow.

What’s the appeal to it?

I have two wolves inside. The cozy, wholesome side is mostly about caring for, and protecting a woman hundreds of times smaller than I am. Between 3 to 6 inches, even smaller. I enjoy dreaming about all things she would do at her size, how adorable everything she would do would be, just melting with complete admiration at the tiny cuteness.

The NSFW side is complicated. It can overlap, meaning I’m still caring and protecting her, but the appeal of shrinking her, or having her used as a sex toy or something is just too strong. I love both con and non-con, so she can also be very into it and worship me like a god of old, or be terrified, both I can enjoy. Both these sides co-exist within me, and I wouldn’t want it any other way.

@Olo said in Bath Time:

I quite agree. Short distances only, or for dangling her in front of your face.

Love the dangling in front of face… that would be a good use

The first time I saw that cover I was at the impressionable age of 13. I can still see the Waldenbooks where it happened.

As a teenager there was an old, battered copy at my local library, but I never worked out the courage to face the librarian checking out that book lol. I did check out some more mainstream books with shrinking, though.

@DFP said in Question for fans:

formally trained Dom

W-w-wait, is there a Dom Academy and I’m not aware of its existence?

@blehb I’m the same, really.

I always hesitate to include any reference to feet when I talk about size, because I’m not into feet in the way foot fetish people are. For me it’s all about domination, and a clear and direct reference to the size difference I crave.

@Olo oh right, haha… that’s probably it.

It’s okay, I don’t like holding grudges.

@littlest-lily said in Audacity:

@Olo Ahhhh someone make this app stat

A G/t… dating app?! Ultra niche, but why I never thought of that!?! It doesn’t already exist, right…?

foreverlurks dropping his 19 other unfinished side projects to code Gullivr…

@SmolChlo said in Muse:

@foreverlurk She starts to notice his growing obsession and is concerned that her visits are going to turn into a permanent stay

Oh, you mean she willingly shrunk down to be his model for that session (purely for, er, artistic reasons!), but maybe now he doesn’t want to restore her to normal?

I didn’t even notice the AI tag at the bottom!

Yeah, well that’s exactly my point, it should be more obvious in the UI.

@SmolChlo Is this a choose-your-own-adventure thread? In that case, I’d go with option #2, please.

Although, he does look like a true gentleman from a bygone era, and the way they look at each other tells me it’s a relationship built on trust, making the first option way more likely (and the second option even… better worse?)

@Olo I can change the angles, lenses and focus, but even keeping the same prompt (and seed) there’s no way it’s going to have the same details in all the angles.

That’s a job better suited for 3D modeling software.

@SmolChlo hehe, a few scene from this anime are stored in my long term memory, like the Kagome hand held, or this one :

https://vimeo.com/890880179

“Try WHAT !?”

@SmolChlo said in Fisting His Cock:

@foreverlurk it would be a first for me but I’m willing to give it a try bless his heart

I just love scenes where the giant’s reactions reflect what I imagine mine would be.

@littlest-lily said in Fisting His Cock:

@foreverlurk I absolutely remember this scene

haha the “try WHAT!?” at the end still makes me laugh to this day.

I was a bit too old for Pokemon when it aired. Amazing how our young brains where constantly grabbing that data for “later” and burning it in our memories, lol.