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    • RE: Buy One Get Two Free

      “You may come to realize, in time, that as a pet, a lot of your life will remain the same: I will keep you fed, housed, and well cared for. We’ll spend time together. The main difference, you’ll find, is… a certain restriction on your freedoms that you didn’t have before, things I allowed you that you’ll no longer have…”

      I trailed off, before reaching under Miranda’s chin with a finger, forcing her out of her slump to maintain eye contact with me.

      “That is, if you’re a pet in good standing. If I find your attitude disrespectful, though, I’ll be forced to take action. There are lines a human can cross that pet are not allowed, after all.”

      I sighed. “Of course, this is hard because it’s still you Miranda. There is only so much I’m willing to do to you compared to others, and that could make disciplining you… difficult.”

      For a moment, hope flared into her eyes. Then I continued.

      “Do you know what one of your biggest mistakes is, Miranda?” I asked. “About the situation we’re in?”

      I paused, then clarified. “Beyond the obvious, of course.”

      I watched the hope began to flicker and fade, but she didn’t respond. After a moment passed, I continued. “The fuss you made over Amber and Mia. The worry. The concern.”

      I gazed deep into her eyes, watching the hope be snuffed out, the bleak despair being overtaken by a fresher, rawer fear.

      “Yeeess.” I hissed gleefully, lifting my finger and forcing her to her feet. “If you doubted your ability to manage me, you never should have mentioned them, never should have brought them here. I know the Kennel was unpleasant, but I think you’ve realized by now that I can be worse if I feel the need. You thought I would protect them, but in reality? All you’ve done was give me a weakness to exploit, painted a target on their backs.”

      At last, Miranda found her voice. “No… Ian, no please! They’re innocent! They didn’t do anything to you, they’ve tried to please you, Ian pleas-”

      “You’re right.” I interrupted. She stared blankly at my response. “What? You are. They’ve bent over backwards to try and comply with my demands, and I’ll admit I’m happy with their attitudes. They’re attractive, willing little toys who would do just about anything for a cookie; what’s not to like? The thing is, Miranda, is that doesn’t matter. They could actually worship me as a god, with prayers and rituals, and they’d still be just as disposable to me as they are now. I may have grown attached to them, and I may regret the act, but you’ve helped me realize that, in one short car trip, I could easily go find two new toys to replace them, or more, even. There’s always going to be more Mins, after all. Ones just as desperate to please, ones so pathetically afraid and hungry that they’d willingly crawl into my mouth just for a chance to eat whatever leftovers remained…”

      I stopped and considered what I just said. “Actually, that does sound kind of hot. I think I might want to try that later. But I’m wandering off topic here: while they are good little Mins, that fact only does so much for them. It’s what you think of them that makes their lives have any weight to them. Which, coincidentally, brings me to the next point.”

      Reaching out, I scooped up Miranda by her butt, settling her next to my body as I tucked Sydney under my arm. “But first, let’s take this to the table. I think we’ll want the room.”

      I had gone and collected a few things before I had returned to the chair, and I could see Miranda take in the new additions to the table top: the box where I had gotten the outfits out of… and a large cage. One just large enough for her to stand in, with its door hanging open invitingly.

      Near the top, a water bottle was attached at just the right height for Miranda to be able to drink from its metal tube, while a currently empty tray for food sat on top of a soft bed of litter, the only other feature in an empty environment. To complete the picture, a simple clip hung from the door, one I could manipulate easily, but still requiring more force than even Sydney could muster to open.

      “I had a couple of weeks before my house was ready,” I explained to Miranda as I reached my usual chair, “And I decided it would be for the best to prepare for almost any eventuality. I didn’t really think I’d need it, but now I’m happy I thought ahead so much.”

      Gently, I deposited Miranda onto the table, where she scrambled to her feet uneasily, before putting Sydney back onto my lap.

      “You know, Sydney, you’ve started to grow on me.” I mentioned almost absently as I began to stroke her back again. “Under the circumstance, I’m afraid I’m going to have to confiscate you from Miranda, but you’re turning out to be a great little lap pet all the same.”

      There was something unbelievably soothing about petting something so soft and warm, and way she rested perfectly in her new place.

      “But now that we’re all here, I think we should turn back to the subject at hand.” I began, turning back to Miranda.

      “Amber and Mia. Your friends… or should I say, your ‘friends’? They’re disposable to me, Miranda, but I’m curious: what do they mean to you? I know I call them your friends, but are they? Do you actually like spending time with them? Or they a burden, an obligation? A symbol of your guilt? Or perhaps are they even less than that? Do you just like having little toys of your own, Miranda? Little helpless creatures so desperate for help that they’d even take the person who ruined their lives as a protector? That’s what we’re going to find out, because now we’re going to play a game.”

      I smiled a shark’s grin, toothy and filled with anticipation, and she shuddered. “I call it Sacrifice, and for now, Sacrifice is how we’ll clarify your new living situation. Sacrifice, you see, is a game with real life consequences, with penalties that will be very real. And the first thing you need to do to play is simple: strip.”

      Miranda’s eyes widened, and she backed away, holding up her arms in a futile defensive moment. “What? Ian, no-”

      “Ian, yes.” I interrupted. “But don’t worry, Miranda, it’s completely necessary. How can you understand the cost of losing something when you still have it? But before you can object, like you always do, I need to make something clear.”

      Reaching out, I pushed two fingers into her stomach, and she let out a delightful little sound of surprise as she fell onto her butt.

      “You, Miranda, are being punished. Normally, I like it when you struggle a bit, fight, complain. Show me that spirit I fell in love with. But right now? Every time you defy me, every time you disobey, every time you refuse? I take something away from you, or the others. I’ve taken a lot of things from them, Miranda, and there’s only so much I take from them until there’s nothing left. So, if I were you, I’d think very carefully about your choices.”

      I leaned back in my chair, removing myself from her presence, as she got back up. I wanted whatever to happen to be by done by her own hands.

      “So, Miranda. Clothes off.” I tilted my head. “Or do you want to see what happens?”

      As it turns out, Miranda did not want to find out what happens.

      “Good.” I crooned gently as she reached for the back of her dress. “Good girl, Miranda.”

      It wasn’t a strip show, sadly; Miranda took of her clothing in as efficient way as she could, all the while staring at me with soulful, tear filled eyes, silently pleading for what she didn’t dare to ask. As she finally removed the dress, I stared at what she revealed, the tiny intricate underwear, all transparent silk and lace adorning her body, attracting the eye in just right way.

      She looked significantly less pleased with my enraptured attention to her outfit than she had been earlier.

      “Stop there.” I commanded. “And get those shoes back on.”

      Confused, she put the heels back on. I didn’t explain the reasoning, yet. That would be later. Next up…

      I laid my hand, face up onto the table, halfway between where me and where she stood. “Bring me the dress, Miranda.”

      At that, she started to open her mouth, only to close it in sudden realization. Instead, she reluctantly picked up her outfit from the table and walked towards me on shaky legs, only to stop at my hand.

      Miranda looked me said a single, almost sobbing word. “Please.”

      It had worked on me before now; again and again and again, I had folded before her desperation. Now I only raised an eyebrow in the air as I asked a simple question.

      “Do you think I won’t?”

      Miranda broke then, just a bit. She stayed standing, but she sagged in place, her body going limp, tears now falling from her face. I don’t think she even realized she had dropped her dress, or that it had fallen into my hand, until I spoke.

      “Good girl, Miranda.” She straightened up at the sound of my voice, in that same way I had seen from the other: at attention, arms behind her back, chest out, head tilted submissively

      A beat past, then I saw her move past her unconscious reaction, staring at her now empty hands, and then mine, as she realized what happened.

      “You did well.” I continued warmly. “I know you’re having a hard time listening to instruction at the moment, but don’t worry, we’ll get through it together.”

      I reached out with my free hand and gently stroked a finger against her cheek; she sighed gently and leaned into my touch, so engrossed by the sensation that she failed to notice the first hand put her dress back into the box. I could have stopped there, but instead, I caressed her hair, a smaller, kinder smile on my face.

      No matter what I tried, the bigger gestures I made for her had never gone over well; she had stressed, struggled, and worried every step of the way. It was only moments like these, smaller in scope, with simple physical affection and praise that she truly seemed at peace.

      It made me wonder: did she even want to live a life as a person? To face the complexities and hardships of trying to charter her own way in life, against the limitations of being a Min? To try and act an equal against people, beings that physically were so far beyond her to make her seem as nothing and that her mind couldn’t even conceive of being human?

      Or did she, somewhere deep inside, want to be owned after all? To live the life of a pet princess, spoiled and adored with a tiny toy crown on her head? Cared for, clothed in finery, fed off her Master’s own plate and carried to and fro, all without worrying about anything more than her own happiness and doing what she was told?

      On my lap, I could feel Sydney’s body being lifted up by the power of my erection, the way she adjusted herself around it. It only made me feel even hotter.

      “I’m proud of you, Miranda.” I said. “I’m so proud. Are you ready for the next step?”

      She frowned as I removed my finger, before tentatively nodding.

      “Good. Good, Miranda.” I paused. “Now, get in the cage.”

      She jerked. “N-” she began, stopping herself before she could violate my taboo, only to began to beg. “Please. Please Ian, please don’t do this, please!”

      I held out my finger again and Miranda rubbed her face against it, almost frantically, hoping it was a sign I’d listen to her and we’d go back to what we were doing before. It was a tempting thought, true, and something I’d love to explore.

      But all of this was about proving a point.

      I gave her a minute to lavish me with affection before speaking. “Wait any longer, Miranda, and I’ll take that as disobedience.”

      She flung herself away from my finger like it burned her, staring at me in betrayal. She stared up at me, and mouthed, ‘please’, one more time, before her nerve broke. Letting out a horrified cry, she turned on her heel and ran into the cage. Once she made it inside, she fell to her knees upon the litter and sobbed into her hands.

      “Good girl, Miranda.” I soothed. “Good, good girl.”

      Under the sound of my praise, her tears slowed and she looked back to me hopefully. “You did so well, didn’t you? That wasn’t so bad, now was it? Isn’t it nice to listen to me? Isn’t it nice to make me proud?”

      I watched her sniffle, and wipe away the rest of the tears before she got back to her feet. Despite the fact she was standing in a literal cage, she smiled at me, happy with her simple treatment and my basic kindness.

      It was almost sad to manipulate her so easily.

      “Be a good little pet, Miranda, and close the door.” She paled. “Close yourself in the cage, Miranda.”

      She shook, for a long, long moment, but then she took a step forward without me having to say anything else. Then another, and another, until she stood in front of the cage’s entrance. She reached out towards the door, only to stop again, hesitation clear on her face. She looked at me, then, then the cage, then at me again.

      Then Miranda, without me having to do anything more than speak, closed the door, sealing herself in a cage of her own free well.

      Immediately, she grabbed the bars, as if to undo what she had just done, and wept hysterically before she began to scream.

      “No. No. NonononononoNONONO!” As I reached out my own hand to pull the cage towards me, her panicked cries gained a new focus.

      “Ian! Ian! What did you do to me? What did you do to me?!”

      “Me?” I asked, as the cage arrived before me. “Nothing, Miranda. Absolutely nothing.”

      Calmly, I grabbed the dangling clasp and locked the door with a smile. “You did this to yourself.”

      posted in Stories
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    • Size Reference Resource

      https://hikaku-sitatter.com/en/

      Found this on Twitter awhile ago; kind of surprised I didn’t post it yet…

      Basically, it lets you put a bunch of people in front of one of those scale walls and mess around with sizes, make them tall or small, and there’s a few other props you can add for reference. Honestly, I love it, because I know what I want, but I can never put that in numbers, and then if I put that in numbers I’m not sure what that means… anyways, I highly recommend this for writers. I’m using it right now to fine tune some details for a new story idea.

      posted in Size Fantasy Chat
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    • RE: Deepest, darkest fantasies?

      A giant finds a civilization of tinies, huddled up alone in the cold, vulnerable and afraid. He takes them in, protects them, gives them a place to live on his table. As their fortunes change, they start to build themselves a better life: he helps, provides food and materials, and they love him for it, worship him, almost. A giant statue is raised in his honor, taller than the tallest building.

      Then, one day, he destroys it, smashes all their works like a child knocking over sand castles. As they run, weeping and screaming in confusion, he begins to squash them, one by one, with his finger. He does it slowly, deliberately, because there’s no need to rush: they’ve lived their whole lives, after all, on his table, far far away from the ground

      “Why!” They shriek at their protector as he turns them all to nothing. “Why are you doing this to us?! Why help us, only to do this?!”

      Eventually, he deigns to answer. “Because,” he laughs, dragging away a woman with one hand as he pulps her husband with the other, “It’s fun!”

      posted in Size Life Chat
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    • RE: Captive of Desire

      If I had to describe what I liked about CV, beyond the power dynamic of it in general, is how it’s just… against the natural order, and that dynamic is part of the reason I like SW in general.

      It’s not eating, which is normal, natural, even if it’s happening to something that shouldn’t be eatable, but it’s something that is supposed to go in a woman, but instead the woman goes inside it.

      Also, it feels ripe for a kind of ritualized worship kind of thing, which I find hot.

      posted in Size Fantasy Chat
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    • RE: Gay but liking girls at my feet

      I mean, I’m not gay, but I am very asexual.

      And yet, I am an avid SW fetishist, and ‘write’ highly sexual stories, and consume highly sexual SW media in general.

      I barely give any shits about normal sized women in general, (and anime and the like has jaded me to revealing outfits to the point where it all but takes a bikini to notice that skin is being displayed) but shrink them and suddenly everything changes.

      posted in Size Life Chat
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    • RE: Giants, how do you protect yourselves from tinies bitting your hand?

      I mean, if you’re losing your SWs because they bit you, I just gotta shake my head a little, just saying.

      Anyways, if you’re trying to avoid that, a simple way is to position your hand under their head so they…, you know, can’t. Depending on the size and how gentle you want to be (the smaller they get, the more difficult it is to grab your SWs safely, though after a certain point they can no longer even cause minor pain with a bite), you can either have a finger directly under their jaw (which would also keep them from talking, if you’re into that), or just have the top of your hand end up near the neck area; that way, they won’t be able to bend their head down enough to take a nip.

      …The fact this means you are firmly grasping their chest is, of course, completely unrelated to this advice.

      posted in Size Fantasy Chat
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    • RE: Depression and Size Kink

      @foreverlurk
      Oh, I know it’s not just sexual, it’s the same for me, but it’s more… the implications of it, of how certain relationships have different expectations.

      Like, I have family and friends, and I talk to them a lot, and tell them a lot of things I wouldn’t tell anyone else, but I don’t tell them my fetishes. There’s no… expectation for it, for lack of a better word, no need. I could tell them, I have a small group of friends who I would, if I had to tell someone in RL, we trust each other with things we wouldn’t really tell anyone else, but again, the lack of a significant other means there’s no reason to tell them, for, like, the sake of the relationship or something.

      Meanwhile, even if you’re not having sex about it, having a significant other in some form is… intimate. in a healthy relationship, they’re the ones you trust with that kind of thing, and in a lot of cases should trust with them, because how you desire that kind of thing effects how you act and so on. The relationship itself has a sort of expectation, even if it’s unstated, that at some point you will talk about this kind of thing, to be open and honest.

      And I think that’s what I’m getting at (while lacking the proper terminology), because I’m asexual/aromantic, there’s no need for me to tell others about this because of them, or for them, if I tell them it’s only because I want to.

      posted in Size Life Chat
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    • RE: My odd sperm fetish

      I mean, you’re hardly the only one; I know there’s that one big fetish author who seems to specialize in that kind of thing, though they seem to prefer futanaris.

      I think it probably comes from the implicit smallness of it, that the person is so damn small that you can drown them in sex, along with… how to I put this? How… gang-rape-y it can be, where you can also just outnumber them, and so casually?

      Plus, what probably boils down to something like dehumanization as well.

      I like it as part of a wider view kind of thing, where you zoom in on a small part of what the bigger person is doing, and that implicit smallness it brings, rather than just the sperm; that bigger picture really makes those for me.

      posted in Size Fantasy Chat
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    • RE: Does anyone feel this way about F/m

      Broadly, I’m really tired of F/m being the dominant size concept. Really tired. There has to be more of us but by god does no one want to admit it, I guess.

      More specifically, every time I try to dip my toes into F/m, it always seem to objectify the man, especially if it’s a broad shrinking thing. The women, meanwhile, are just casually living their lives.

      Full honesty here, I know it’s a personal thing on my part because I love it when these things are applied to women, but well. I don’t want it to apply to me. Beyond that, probably because of how my brain is wired, small, powerless, objectified, whatever- that’s hot. Vulnerability is hot. But men aren’t hot, not to me, so every time I see it part of my brain just disengages from the attraction of the concept, even if the big woman herself is hot, because it’s trying to apply a sexy concept to something unsexy, like trying to be attracted to a rock.

      shrug

      I know my kinks. I’m not terribly proud of them, but I know them. And beyond in a broad ‘the woman in this picture is really sexy’ kind of way, F/m is never going to be one of them.

      posted in Size Life Chat
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    • RE: The Competition

      But consider this: what if the woman has the SW, from her days of stomping around Lilliput or whatever, and she’s trying to hide you from her man?

      posted in Size Fantasy Chat
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    • RE: The Competition

      @tiny-ivy
      Alternatively? Flip the script.

      You are into this being tiny thing. You love being in Brodigan or whatever. You are, perhaps, unhealthily into it… and it concerns your giant owner. That is, in fact, the reason why she picked up in the first place: you were running full tilt towards the nearest person you could find, never mind things like cars or stomping feet.

      She knows that madness would only get worse if you finally meet her boyfriend, and she’s deeply worried about your increasingly determined escape attempts. She’s slowly escalating her efforts to keep you safe in her room, without just locking you in a box or something, because she’s nice like that, and meanwhile the boyfriend is starting to notice her efforts and increased worries.

      posted in Size Fantasy Chat
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    • RE: To Giants and Tinies - a question

      The question here, I think, depends on the (theoretical) person: who are they? What are they into? How much are they even aware of it? How brave are they?

      I’m not into the tiny end, but I’ve heard enough from the tiny section to know they’ve gotten into for reasons that range from ‘wanting to explore big things while small’ to ‘wanting to understand their dolls’. Sometimes they want to be taken care of, like a favored doll, sometimes they want to be used like a doll. Maybe they just like big guys and didn’t realize just how big they liked them.

      So much of this kind of thing is personalized that the reaction is going to depend on that perspective, how much they’ve thought of it (someone into it, who has thought about being shrunk, is going to take being shrunk a lot better than someone who didn’t realize they were into it, and that fact implies they’ve fantasized about it, maybe done some research on the internet…), so ultimately, you either need to make a reaction around a character and how she would act (someone proud of their authority or power, for example, would take being shrunk badly at first even if they were into it), or figure out how you want her to act, and build her personality/background around that reaction.

      posted in Size Fantasy Chat
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    • RE: How detailed are your size fantasies

      My ideas often start out as a simple concept (‘I’m a big giant and protecting a woman’, or ‘I’m cuddling with a tiny woman who is cuddling a smaller woman’), but my mind… festers. I can’t just leave a simple idea be.

      Suddenly, there’s revenge plots. Suddenly, there’s world buildings on SW societies where there are no men and new people literally grow from trees. Suddenly, the giant has a backstory where he used to be normal sized before he became a successful knight and indulged in dragon blood, and is trying to reconnect with his childhood friend, mixed with some stuff about elves as a race of giants and culture shock.

      And it just spirals, and spirals, and spirals, until my mind latches onto a new size-themed idea and starts sprialing on that.

      posted in Size Fantasy Chat
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    • RE: Karmic shrinking

      Ironic twist on a gold digger, or something to that effect: Oh, you’re only dating/married/flirting with this person because they’re rich/successful/whatever? You want them to take care of you and just exist as a hot body for them to have sex with and admire?

      Done! Enjoy your new life as a dependant, where you need them to take care of you~

      posted in Size Fantasy Chat
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    • RE: Giant knight thoughts

      It’s probably the restraint, both overt and understated, posed against the sheer power, and what they could do if they weren’t restrainted by their morals.

      I come at it from the giant end, obviously, but every time I think about a more gentle scenario, there’s this obvious dynamic of, ‘I could do this to you. I won’t, because I’m not an asshole, but that has nothing to do with your ability to stop me.’ that flavors the mental space so much. A giant has that same dynamic effect the whole area (instead of the SW being vulnerable to it from everyone else), and with a knight… there’s this energy of, ‘I trained to be able to fight’, that they’re more than just being big, and thus they destroy things, they’re a precision machine of destruction, similarly to giant robots in the like; there’s that extra element of refined power.

      posted in Size Fantasy Chat
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