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@Jötunn
I’m the same, really.

I think it’s because my brain instinctively codes ‘tiny adult’ with ‘sexy’, which is reinforced by all the stuff I look at… and so every time I see a tiny male I’m basically being told somewhere in my mind that I should be into this.

But I don’t, because I don’t find guys attractive, so instead my brain kind glitches instead.

GTS pictures focus so much on the woman that half the time it’s almost normal porn, and the other half it’s easy to sub in a tiny woman instead, but stories tend to focus harder on them being male, which always irks me.

@blehb
I find mind control interesting for these kinds of stories not just in a ‘I find this hot’ kind of way, but because it presents a lot of options to play around with. Does the controller want to control people? Can they stop themselves? Do they even know they’re doing it?

On the giants’ end, it be a useful tool to explain where his minions came from, or it cause drama about whether his waifu actually likes him or if she would have ran screaming if it wasn’t for the magic hormones or somethings.

On the tiny end, which is even rarer, there’s the whole thing with power dynamics I already mentioned, but there’s also such fun things as, ‘How much control do I have over the giant?’, or, ‘I’ve fallen in love with them, but I’m afraid to interact with them without the safety crutch of mind control’, and the always interesting, ‘What happens to me when they get out?’

@miss-lillipants I’m going to be honest: ‘brested boobily’ isn’t some ignorance of a female… anything. That is just… truly bad writing, lol.

That said, even though I know objectively that can’t be the case, it’s always weird to me when women are turned on by men; there’s porn or whatever, but that’s always so male written and often flat out male fantasy I kind of dismiss that out of hand as being fantasy. I think it flavors into my ideas a bit: I try to imagine what is motivating the woman and she’s never just… into it. It’s either, A, she’s getting something else through it she’s enjoying (part of the reason I enjoy multi-size, because then she can be in charge of smaller women) or, B, she doesn’t have a choice.

@littlest-lily
lol, fair enough.
Toy to a minion to pest to someone to doesn’t even know any of them are even there in the first place.

@SmolChlo
I mean… that’s too much work. I’m lazy. I’ll just toss onto my car seat, or a chair, or to my friend… it’ll be a nice, easy lob, there’s no reason for them not to be able to catch it.

I think.

@Olo
Honestly, rather than, like, flat out porn or something, I’d like something that’s just… a tiny SW among normies. Maybe there’s a colony with built up dwellings, or maybe she’s the only one, but something almost… exploration focused, really.

Getting from Point A to Point B, using a mix of running, tools she or friendly giants have set up, and parkor, learning to get there faster and more efficiently.

Like Death Stranding if it has Assassin’s Creed style parkor, maybe.

Oh, and a climbing a person mechanic, like in God of War or whatever, but instead of trying to kill the giant, she’s hitching a ride: maybe she has a hook of some kind to attach to laces, for example, so she running jumps onto a moving foot. Or she approaches someone while their sitting, and attaches something more stable to their pant leg or shoe before they start moving, though that requires getting to somewhere with a sitting giant in the first place…

There’s a real place for a sort of simulator like that, built around improving skills and experience, as long as they do it right.

Alternatively, there’s a giant walking around a (probably kind of destroyed city/civilization), and the MC basiclly uses them to help survive, even though they don’t know she exists, with much of the same mechanics, but done on ruined building instead of furniture and whatnot. Maybe after a certain point get to bribe them to… like, break a building in the way or some such, in exchange for… whatever it is they want?

I saw this and it made me think:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kBRy9MoRWxA
It’s not size fetish related, it’s mostly about monsters, but size discussions always lead me there, in the end.

(It’s interesting, watching it, but they talk about size as a horror element, and they focus a lot on them as bosses, a thing that is inherently defeatable, because almost always those bosses are limited to clumsily attacking you, one hand/paw at a time, slow looming attacks dead easy to dodge. Their big, but they’re so limited it makes them less, really. I’ve found that games that are less combat focused, like Pikmin, Mr. Mosquito, or Gun Gun Pixie, explore size better, because it emphasizes how small you are, and how much you can’t actually match any of the giants around you. Do stuff to them? Effect them? Sure. But defeat them? Nope.)

Fear of big things feels like it’s some that’s connected to size fetish, at least on the ‘I’m the small’ end of it. It makes me wonder: for those on that end of the size pool, how much of it is megalphobia, is fear of those giant things, and people, around you?

I can say that, from my end, that I would like to be able to inspire that kind of fear with my existence.

As a giant imagining a tiny?

Someone who would be happy with it, ultimately, or at least could be happy being kept by me while shrunk and/or being a tiny

It doesn’t have to be, ‘Oh my gosh, I shrunk, this has always been my fantasy!’ (honestly, that always throws me off because it seems so unlikely), but trapping and keeping a tiny woman and having her spend the entire time miserable and afraid is just… not my taste, you know?

Maybe she does like it, just not to some overwhelming degree. Maybe she’s tired of her life, and wants to be spoiled with no responsibilities. Maybe she just comes from bad situation and my decent treatment makes her like me. Maybe she’s so small that her entire life is in that aquarium (preferably with some equally attractive friends), and she doesn’t even see me as a person, almost, as much as a background object/sentient force of nature that gives food sometimes.

Hell, maybe she has a tiny house in the house, instead of a guest room, and we’re room mates or something.

I’ve said this before, but all fetish stuff aside, all the stories… the thing I really want to do with a SW is cuddle. Just… just cuddle. Preferably without her having clothes, as much on a, ‘wow she’s hot’ kind of level as much as the fact it’d probably make it easier to not get them pulling to tight on her on accident, but I just yearn for a good SW cuddle.

Any cruelty and so on is just kink, not something I actually want to do, beyond roleplay.

@littlest-lily
…Both, actually.

I not looking for a specific thing, per say, I’m looking for a bunch of realistic examples I can use as a base to work with. More than that, I know enough to guess that using porn as a, ‘this is totally how people actually think’ logic is… kinda dumb, especially since I know a lot of porn is made to appeal to men, so I want to ask actual women who actually like this, because while I want what I write to appeal to myself, a man, it doesn’t mean I don’t care if they’re realistic, either.

Example being, the story I’m ruminating on has a man accidental shrink his girlfriend, there’s some big looming that happens at first (BIG looming, she’s micro), he saves her from a thing, unshrinks her… only partially at first, and kind plays with her for awhile, before completely unshrinking her.

Next day, she wants to go again. And from my perspective, I find that hot, I get why he’d like that, etc, but why does she like that? Does she like him having so much power? Does she like losing power? (which, low key, I knew was a thing but until the confirmation in this thread I was doubting myself on.) Is it the gimmick in the story that makes her so interested?

Because the point is she’s just as into it as he is, and I don’t want to project my desires.

@foreverlurk

Intellectually, I think I get it, it’s just… well. I’m a white guy in the US who is trying to actively pay attention to things; at this point I’ve spent a significant portion of my life actively questioning my desires, the morality of them, and what women actually like, and so on; I’ve spent a lot of time struggling with the puritain style programing in almost all media I consume.

Like. Shit is stressful these days, and a lot of people want to be taken away from having to be concerned about things. A vacation from their lives… like if they’re kept in a well provided hamster cage.

Power is hot. That is a universal thing. Competency and the like, women in well pressed suits or whatever, all follow from that. The thing is I’ve realized is that there seems to be two kinds of it: ‘I want that power, because that is hot’, or ‘I want to fuck that power, because it’s hot’. Where you fall in that spectrum, and in what situations, comes down to your specific desires, I think ( I think a woman who can take charge and run a corporation or group or what not with an iron fist is pretty hot, but I want to be the one who steps on a city, I don’t want anyone else to. I want actual physical power over others, but I don’t desire control over others as much, and perfectly happy being told what to do, within reason, and especially if it’s a hot women doing it. There’s all sorts of flavors to this.)

Like, hell. A couple of days ago I was talking to someone on discord and after I said I always wanted to be the giant monster, she said she wanted to be with the giant monster. Monster fucking, honestly, is basically a step below wanting to be fucked by a giant in a lot of ways, because it features that same kind of power disparity, that you can dominate someone so completely without any props or advantages needed.

So, I know there are women who like this, in all sorts of ways, but there’s so many messages telling me otherwise I thought it would be nice to get it reinforced by actual women that, yes, they actually do like this shit, you know? Beyond that, awhile ago I posted my story on the SW section of GTS world (before I lost my account there, like, three different times, so I think my name on that site is literally ‘i’ now, which is one of the main reasons I never updated there), but someone commented that it felt weird that the SW did a thing, fucked and dominated the smaller SWs, while in my head that made perfect sense because she was trying to feel, even for a moment, like she was in control, and being able to push them around and toy with them made her feel strong. But like. Does that actually make sense??? The doubt really kicks in sometimes.

Side note, but I’m pretty sure Stockholm syndrome was disproved, because the robbers were relatively normal people, and the police were such assholes the people ‘afflicted’ just didn’t want to help them.

@TakoAlice8

Huh. That’s the second time someone’s linked shrinking with safety. I’m not sure what to think of that, but there’s definitely something there. And you want to explore things while small? Interesting.

@Olo
I’d think it’d be more the other way around, if anything: a lot of size stories I see with giants of any kind have them take them being big and better as a natural state of affairs; that the overwhelming arrogance and confidence seems to make it better.

When it comes to holding a woman, I prefer enough size that I can feel her, and I don’t have to worry about squashing her if I squeeze a little.

When it comes to a woman exploring me, however, I prefer that to be a bit more literal. Micro/macro, woman walking on a chest that isn’t just big, it’s enormous. Bigger than a house, bigger than a city, a living country in it’s own right.

I want to be so overwhelmingly more that I cease to be understandable and become an alien landscape.