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    • RE: Buy One Get Two Free

      Not too long after she calmed down, I moved my freer hand as stealthy as I could towards my pocket. Still, it didn’t get far before Miranda’s head popped up to look at me.

      “I still want that pizza.” I said apologetically, and she laughed for a moment while I dug out my phone. Before I could dial, however, she interrupted me.

      “Wait!” When I paused, she continued, faster than before. “Before the pizza gets here… Could I- I mean, will you let me, look around the house?”

      Miranda showed me a pleading face that should have been classified as a war crime.

      “Please?”

      I sighed. “Fine.”

      Before I could add anything else, she had slipped out of my loosened hold and darted out into the rest of my house, and I had to admit it hurt a little, how eager she was to get away from me. I wasn’t surprised, all things considered, but it still hurt.

      That said, once the pizza came she’d probably come running back, which would be a treat in and of itself. Just imaging her tugging at my jeans, looking up at with that same pleading face… I grinned briefly before placing my order.

      This, however, led into a problem: it would be a half hour, maybe more, before the pizza came. A whole half hour, in which I would have to entertain myself. In theory, it should be simple. In practice? I had spent all this time with Miranda, playing with Miranda, at times just short of having my way with Miranda, and shifting gears from that to something more lowkey would be… difficult.

      Normally, I’d read a book, or watch something on Netflix, but I knew at the moment I wasn’t in the right mindset; I’d be so distracted by my dreams for the near future that whatever I tried to watch or read would just slip past me. Eventually, I pulled out my laptop and went to the table: when I was doing my earlier research, I had saw something that had caught my eye, and it had never quite slipped my mind. Before, I thought it hadn’t been a great fit for me.

      Now, though. Now I wondered.

      I was several tabs deep into testimonials and explanations when I was interrupted.

      “Umm.” It was a soft, quiet voice I had never heard before, and almost unbelievably timid. “Excuse me, sir?”

      It was also… behind my laptop? I leant to side and saw Brunette standing on the table in front of me, quivering, but still forcing herself to stand straight. Blonde cowered behind her, less brave, but still on the table nevertheless.

      Huh. I didn’t expect to see them again until at least a week from now.

      It took me a little while to realize the reason she wasn’t talking wasn’t her fear, but that she was waiting for me to give her permission to continue.

      “Yes?” I wasn’t quite sure what was going on, but I was more than a little curious.

      “Y-you told Miranda that you were going to share the pizza with us, right? I-”, she paused, and stepped aside enough so that Blonde was no longer ‘hid’ behind her body, “We, would like to thank you. For more than just the food.”

      Then both of them curtseyed deeply, which was lewder than I would have thought, naked: bent over, and their arms spread wide, they let their chests hang freely, while, especially from my perspective, their rears were basically being displayed for my inspection. Then they held the pose as Brunette continued. “I know you’re not doing it for us-”

      Fair. I’d been pretty clear on my motivations thus far.

      “-But even so, all of this, all the things you’ve done for us, even if it was just an afterthought… it’s more than we could have ever expected.”

      She stopped, but the two of them stayed in curtsy, and I had the feel it was less of an ending point and more that she needed to gather her courage. I didn’t hear her take a deep breath, but I gathered as much by the heave of her delightful breasts.

      “If you would excuse our rudeness, we would like to beg a favor from you, sir.”

      Ah. The meat of the matter. I nodded, because it seemed appropriate, and even though she was looking down at the table top, Brunette continued.

      “When the time comes… be gentle with us. Please.” She was, I realized, pleading now, all the dignity in her voice gone, leaving only desperation. “Please. Sir-”

      She stopped abruptly. “Master,” she said instead, and the way she said the word, not grudgingly, or resentfully, but fearful and reverent all at once, sent a thrill through me.

      Blonde, I noticed, was trembling, even worse than before, and I swore I saw something fall from her downturned face.

      “Master, we are weak. So very, very weak. If you are not careful, we will break. Even if you don’t mean to hurt us, we will be shattered by your most simple, unrestrained touch.”

      Their curtsies deepened, to the point where their faces nearly touched the table.

      “We will do whatever you say, Master. Whatever you say. We will be loyal, Master, and dutiful to you and your desires. So please, we beg you Master: When the time comes, please have mercy upon us.”

      Brunette didn’t say anything after that, and the two of them continued to hold in place, shaking. After a minute I extended my index finger towards them, and as its shadow fell over her, Brunette flinched, but still did not move.

      When it went over her, only to descend in front of Blonde, she jerked away with a scream, before abruptly kneeling, face flat onto the table. Faintly, I heard something that could have been her whimpering, or could have been my imagination.

      I ignored her, though, and instead dabbed at the spot just in front of where she had stood, before rubbing that fingertip against my thumb. For an instant, before the friction burnt it away, I felt the slightest hint of wet.

      I wasn’t lying, before; I honestly had no plans for them, beyond keeping them alive and relatively well cared for as a favor for Miranda, but… they were tempting. More tempting, really, than I wanted to admit.

      My lust for Miranda had been constant. I wanted her. I had always wanted her, and just because I could hold her in my hand now didn’t change that basic fact of myself. It was, if I focused on it, creepy, but it was also… pure, almost. Loyal, in a weird way.

      This, however, was different. Baser. I didn’t want them because they were my long denied crush; I wanted them because they were sexy, and small, and obedient. And scared.

      “I’ll keep that in mind.” I said vaguely, more out of a feeling of obligation than as an actual response.

      Some of the tension left them, but they didn’t move from their places on the table.

      “You can go.” I added awkwardly, and at that they both got up at last, and ran off before I could change my mind.


      Man. You wouldn’t think ordering a pizza would be that hard for me to write. Weirdly enough, though, that gave me more problems than the rest of this story combined.

      I’m… most unsatisfied with how that ended up, which is why it took longer than I wanted to get this out, but I just needed to do it, otherwise I’d never would. I’m pretty sure I’ve had stories die just because I was stuck on some stupid little thing like this, and I don’t want to do that again; I’m not even at a good part yet!

      That said, I derailed a bit again from where I had planned; my initial layout had the two them not be much of a factor until later. Still, this isn’t bad, I think; I have a lot of dynamics happening in this story that I want to let play out, and bunch of behind the scenes stuff I’m still trying to introduce organically. A bit of divergence is to be expected.

      posted in Stories
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      i am insane
    • RE: Buy One Get Two Free

      @littlenichole
      laughs in future plot plans
      I’m glad I’m getting people’s interest. Ian is… complicated, and he’s still trying to figure this out, honestly. He was planning on being super nice, but you know what they say: no plan survives contact with the enemy.

      A couple of days ago, I came up with a little description for this story, but realized I was never really going to use it: a weird mix between sweetness and Stockholm Syndrome.

      posted in Stories
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      i am insane
    • RE: The Size Kinksters guide - acceptance, relationships, etc is now LIVE!!

      I’d like to thank you for doing this.

      Even if some of this isn’t a great fit for my own situation, even without the details of it, really, the fact it’s just… laid out like this, means a lot. Like, even if I never… call one of those therapists, for example, the fact that there’s some that would help for this, and all the implications of that, is huge for me.

      It’s just… really nice to see, you know?

      So, yeah. Thanks.

      posted in Size Life Chat
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    • RE: Suggestions/Feedback/Complaints

      I’ve noticed if I have a ‘make a post’ thing open in one tab, and literally anything else in another tab, that post thing will pop up there, even if it has nothing to do with that thread.

      posted in Bug Reports
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      i am insane
    • RE: Favorite size for tiny ladies?

      If I had to choose one size, it’d be… somewhere between three to six inches, ish. Small enough that they can’t really interact with anything, while big enough to interact with.

      That said, what I like can depend on my mood, the day, and what I’m looking for; there’s a certain level of cuddle based softness that can only come when you aren’t in danger of accidentally obliterating your partner by existing, but there’s plenty of times I want that to be the case, or to be a landscape for them to be trapped on. Hell, even a proper half sized has its perks, with a SW struggling to live a normal life, and often failing…

      posted in Size Fantasy Chat
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    • RE: Manmaker Mandy Page20 Final

      I’m going to bet she wants to try it out… or maybe tries it out on accident. Either, I’m looking forward to it.

      posted in Artwork
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    • RE: Deepest, darkest fantasies?

      I like bondage, vore, and… I guess I would call it ‘depersonalization’? I’m not sure what the word for it is, because there’s probably a word for it.

      Bondage is fun, because you can wrap a woman up like a present, helpless and exposed, and the way things can dig into exciting places is all sorts of fun.

      Vore, to me, is… something like a primal display of power, I guess. (Also, I like eating, so there’s that.) Eating something is a proof of superiority over them, to me. The fact that the tongue is innate considered sexual for so many things is also a factor; it adds an edge of uncertainty for those involved. Are they going to be ‘eaten’? Or eaten?

      As for the last, it’s something I generally only see in giantess stories, but obviously still want in SW contexts; the idea of the sheer irrelevance of the tiny. Like, if you walk down the street, and step on a tiny? No one cares. If you pick one up, take them home, and do whatever? No one cares. If you just scoop up your girlfriend of several years, dip her in some sauce, and dump her in your mouth? Well, she was a tiny. Crush, in general, seems to be a part of this, for me, but only as part; I like the casualness of the crush, and not the entire setting of the foot and such, per say.

      As a community, I notice we seem to treasure the smalls more than the other end of the spectrum… and don’t get me wrong, I get that. In a more realistic setting, I wouldn’t do a lot of the shit I like. But as fantasy…

      Also, begging. Begging is fun.

      posted in Size Life Chat
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    • RE: Suggestions/Feedback/Complaints

      FYI, when you hit enter, like, six times or whatever for spacing? It’s not really showing that. It shows like… two enters of spacing, I guess.

      I just tried doing line breaks with some dashes in a row to help show a separation, and that turned into a line, which is cool… but it’s black on dark grey, and so it’s super hard to see. Or, maybe it’s there in previews, but not in actual posts? Not quite sure, there.

      I don’t mean to complain a lot or anything, I just want to point out things as I notice them.

      posted in Bug Reports
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    • RE: Buy One Get Two Free

      Man, this is the most writing I’ve done in years. I’m feeling all productive and crap.


      Eventually, though, the time came that things would have to either escalate, or stop, and as much as I wanted to escalate things, we weren’t quite there yet.

      Instead, I looked at Miranda and asked, “How do you feel about dinner and a movie?”

      At her blank look, I elaborated. “I’m hungry and I’m not in the mood to cook at the moment. Why don’t I order a pizza or something? You and your friends can each have a slice, and we can watch something on TV. You can even help me pick it out, if you want.”

      Hell, at this point, I’d watch the sappiest, most boring of chick flicks if it meant Miranda would willingly sit on my lap to watch it.

      My mind must have wandered off, because when I refocused, I saw her expression had changed, the wary confusion of before replaced by… hope?

      “Really?” she asked, her tone almost desperate.

      I couldn’t help raising an eyebrow. “Miranda, pizza isn’t that expensive. A pie or two isn’t going to break the bank, you know.”

      “No, I mean…” she trailed off, looking deliciously vulnerable and uncertain, before continuing. “You’ll give m- us some?”

      Then I got it.

      After I had received the offer from her, I had done some research into Mins and the lifestyle they could expect in government housing. It wasn’t pleasant. Food, among other things, provided in the cheapest possible way: a sort of nutritious food slop popularly marketed as ‘Min Chow’, and the only way the Mins could improve their lot is through the ‘generosity’ of the guards. Most likely, none of them had had any real food in months.

      Despite the seriousness of the situation, to her anyways, I rolled my eyes. “Really, Miranda? Do you really think, what? I’m not going to feed you, or feed you slop?”

      Judging by the look on her face, that wasn’t quite it, so I pressed on. “Or did you think I was going to make you beg for food? Or maybe for food for your friends?”

      She winced, and I knew I had gotten it. Before she could say anything, I swept her up in hug, and against my chest, I could feel her form freeze in place.

      “I told you already: I’m going to take care of you Miranda.” I tried not show how emotional I was, but I wasn’t sure how well I succeeded. “I’ll always take care of you, I promise you. I won’t say I won’t ever do something to you you won’t like, but I will never let you be hungry, or thirsty, or cold. You will always be safe, and you will always have a place to go, a place to sleep. And if you want me to take care of your friends as well? No problem. If you want me to pick up other people you met and take care of them as well? I can do that. If you want me to get someone you didn’t like, and destroy them for you, crush them, break them, destroy their hopes and dreams until they kiss your feet and beg you for mercy? I’ll do that too.”

      She made a startled noise at that, but just held her tighter.

      “Miranda, I-” I began, but the words wouldn’t come out, and not even I was sure what I wanted to say. Like you? Love you? Own you? Want to hold you close and never let you go? Want to make you scream in pleasure again and again and again until you can’t even think and you lie limp and trusting in my arms?

      In the end, I didn’t say anything, just held her tight, and felt her gradually return the embrace the best she could, trying to reach me with arms that barely spanned the width of my chest. Eventually, she tapped up near my neck, and I reluctantly let her go.

      Miranda looked up at me, then, and it was the first time I had ever seen her eyes filled with tears.

      “Ian.” It was the first time she had said my name since she had shrunk. “Do you mean it?”

      I smiled at her gently, and when I said, “Of course”, it was perhaps the most sincere thing I had ever said in my life.

      “Ian-” she began, only to stop for a minute, trying to compose herself. “Ian, thank you. Thank you thank you thankyouthankyou-”

      She hugged me, or tried to, again, and sobbed into me. “I’ve been so scared, Ian, I’ve been so scared, for so long. I was so small, all of a sudden, me and the others, and nobody would talk to me, nobody cared about me, nobody wanted me, and I just- I… I just don’t want to be scared anymore, or alone, or hungry, I-”

      Miranda trailed off, and twisted in my embrace, reaching out for one of my hands. Obligingly, I moved it at her direction, and she brought it to her own chest and grabbed it, holding it to herself like I held her to me, squeezing it tightly, desperately as she cried.

      I could feel the swell of her breasts against my palm, as she sat there, so very naked and vulnerable and Miranda. Still, I resisted the urge, and just let her sob as long as she wanted, my fingers holding on to her like arms.


      This chapter is brought to you by: a random name generator, for men this time. Because I can’t name things for shit.

      Also, honestly I wasn’t expecting this to go like this, but… shrug, I guess it did.

      posted in Stories
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    • RE: Who do you want to see shrink or as a giant?

      I’ve always been a Final Fantasy fan, and my top pics would be Yuna and Tifa.

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      posted in Size Fantasy Chat
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    • RE: Suggestions/Feedback/Complaints

      @seru
      The time lock is gone, but I’m still getting:
      ERROR
      Post content was flagged as spam by Akismet.com

      posted in Bug Reports
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    • RE: Suggestions/Feedback/Complaints

      @seru
      Nope. Literally just hit enter three times or so on it.

      I tried it again, it still had my proposed edits saved, but now it’s saying:
      ERROR
      You are only allowed to edit posts for 3600 second(s) after posting

      posted in Bug Reports
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    • RE: Suggestions/Feedback/Complaints

      I was trying to put a little edit on my story post (putting a couple more lines of space between the writing and the notes) and I’m getting hit with ‘this post is spam’ error.

      posted in Bug Reports
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    • RE: What was the thing that sparked your interest?

      The conception of it, for me, was princesses and dragons; the older stories always had a dragon kidnapping a princess, and I’ve always like dragons. It evolved from there, but that fundamental concept of going, ‘MINE!’ still resonates with me.

      posted in Size Life Chat
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    • RE: SW Inspiration - Gentle Fluff

      Giant decides to protect tiny out of annoyed exasperation that this helpless thing has that little survival instinct.

      posted in Size Fantasy Chat
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