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Size panic is so real… “they know!!!”

@TakoAlice8 That’s a good question. I guess for me this is only a problem in a consensual, loving scenario where I actually care about what the shrunken lady thinks of my looks. Simply put, I would hope that if she could see something attractive in me at normal size, her change of perspective wouldn’t nullyfing this.

In that case, my love and need for a tiny woman overtakes my own lack of self-confidence on the scale. In fact, I think part of this fantasy was born out of my extreme shyness, a coping mecanism - seeing girls as small, innofensive in my mind. It’s hard to understand if you haven’t lived through this, especially in the 80s where parents weren’t attuned to social anxiety, autism, etc.

@SmolChlo Thank you so much, Chloe, you’re too kind.

I’m still waiting for my hug though (points at calendar)

@Mimi-Robotto Thank you so much, there’s a lot that resonates with me in what you wrote, but first let me just say that I’m in a better place mentally than when I wrote this. I haven’t been able to talk to my therapist about the kink yet but we did address some adjacent topics. Meds also helped but caused other side effects which I’m still dealing with. Overall I’ve still got a long road ahead but no longer in pure survival mode.

About the void I feel, you absolutely nail it on the head. I’ve never been more myself than when I indulge in RP or semi-RP with tiny ladies. They see a part of me that’s been hidden forever, and they love that part of me. It’s incredibly validating and at the same time, reality comes back twice as hard to crush me. That’s the part that make me feel even lonelier in this life, more so than just the lack of a life partner, but one who sees me without any facade, at my most vulnerable.

Sadly I had to stop my therapy sessions because my insurance ran out and I couldn’t afford to pay for them out of pocket, but I’m restarting them in January, hopefully this time around I’ll be able to push through my mental block and talk openly about my fetish. I feel there’s still a lot to unpack in there.

@Olo Should have seen my face when I talked to tiny Ranni - the first time she continues pretending to be a doll, the second time she replies:

“Oh? A dogged fellow, aren’t we? Or is it merely thy habit, to talk to dolls?”

Yes, stupid sexy four handed tiny witch, it IS a habit of mine. Of course, I also chose her ending. If a tiny lady asks me to travel the stars for a thousand years with her, how could I possibly refuse?

It was to be expected, every single poll in the size community asking these kind of question have the same results. They’re just showing what we all know - that M/f is far less popular than F/m or F/f. Hopefully he’ll ignore the results and still see there’s some interest even if he won’t be breaking the bank with this one.

@blehb Thanks! Always loved to dream about this when spending some time in the bath growing up, don’t ask me why I don’t know lol. Might be the 2nd most popular place to imagine SW beside my own palm.

@skysayl See? @blehb likes it. I’m not weird for wanting my SW to ride rubber ducks. They’re the best and a safe spot instead of the “deep” bath water. So now… get on the duckie!

@maladaptivetiny In another life, late teens / early 20s, I was really into the goth/industrial scene and that club in Montreal was my second home, every Sunday.

Can’t tell you how many times I’ve imagined one of these vampire girls dancing on my palm instead of the dancefloor. Or in a jar instead of a cage (yes, there was cages - that was something).

I was poor, depressed, lost, yet I still miss it sometimes. Never stopped loving the music though.

@Olo I just love how Xanor is on a M/f roll for the past few weeks (ofc w/ the usual “post moar giantesses pls” comments)

@Olo By Shar… my thumb and index have a date with this little bug

@Olo Sadly the story went the “WRONG WAY” but that “what-if” dream sequence was lovely.

@Olo
I want this.
No, I need this.

@littlest-lily I haven’t caught up with that chapter of your story yet, but you should know that simply mentionning “poutine” is enough to summon a Québécois… Annnnnd of course now I want one!

@crashman Sure, as long as you properly tag them as such. And, of course, everyone’s definition of “hardcore” is variable, but better to err on the side of caution.

@littlest-lily said in What is your earliest memory of having this fetish?:

2. sometimes as a kid I’d get paranoid that I was bothering friends with too many shrinking games, but in this case they were really engaged, and I love it when the giant is just as excited about the size difference as I am.

Whoa, wait - shrinking games? You had those, too?! OMG my poor normie friends were subjected sooo many times to my pretend games of shrinking. I stopped bringing them up when I started to get the feeling they were on to me. Children have such amazing interior worlds and imagination!

I’m amazed how common all our stories are - even from the other gender/size of things. Incredible I thought for so long I was the only one, and that there was something profundly wrong with me.