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So with that we’ll be able to create and share our preferences? Interesting!

Is there a central place where we could send our ideas, or simply a list of existing ones? Because otherwise I might be sending you things already in your list.

@i-am-insane Lots of interesting things to ponder. You know, maybe I make it sound like it’s purely sexual thing - it’s really not. Most of what I wrote would still apply in a platonic relationship (side note - sorry if the nuances of aromantics/asexuals are lost on me, I need to read more on the topic!). There are so many reasons I love this fantasy that involves no sex at all.

As for the therapist, I’m comfortable enough but I haven’t had much experience to judge. I’m just not a people’s person, so if I feel at ease with her after a few sessions, for me it’s a very positive sign. I hope so.

@Olo said in Sweet treat (M/f, borrower, gentle, fluff, smut):

it’s actually quite easy to think of Canadians as little people.

Must be from all the time you Americans look down on us!

It’s better think of us like so : tiny Canadian women and/or giant Québ’ dudes. That would seriously make it the best country ever.

@miss-lillipants said in When Chaotic Good Giants Attack:

Not in an obsessive/possessive kind of way, but not in a sterile, clinical way either.

Love this! That’s why I feel I’d be such an annoying giant sometimes. I’d never get tired of this, like “now don’t move I need look at how small your are. okay now show me your tiny hands again” over and over and just gawking in raw admiration and having a heart attack.

@Miri I know it’s going to take some time, I’ve no illusions. I never talked about this fantasy to anyone in real life, so even that first step is part of the process, getting over my self-consciousness and shame. I’m always jealous of how some people in the community can be so open about it.

Takes me a while to open up, even in such a safe space. Wish me good luck for the next session.

Ugh. Always back up your work locally folks, that goes without saying. And it’s probably a good idea to have multiple Google accounts, and not use the one with your real name/normie facade.

I know the article states that she was banned for “spamming” to her alpha/beta readers, but I don’t fully buy it. I’m pretty sure she was flagged by AI long before that. For instance, I can tell you from personal experience that AIs considers depictions of multi-size relationships, even romantic, consensual ones, as inappropriate (because of “power imbalance”, etc.). It’s the same LLMs that are used when parsing and evaluating texts so I wouldn’t be surprised if such a thing could happen to one of us in the future. Google ARE crawling Google Docs to feed their models (opt-out or not), I can guarantee that.

That article reminded me of the LiveJournal purges. LJ was my first ever online blog in 1999, and I’ve never been so involved in a community since. It was mostly about music and programming, but I did shadow drop sizey hints here and there lol. I had even purchased a lifetime membership… the sale to 6A and subsequent sale to that shady Russian company killed LJ, and caused a great exodus second only to the Tumblr purges (this one seems to have recovered?!).

In 2018, Tumblr banned “adult content,” and queer communities warned that losing their spaces online would make things even more difficult for queer youth and others questioning or discovering their sexuality.

I want to add that even though we are not persecuted in the same ways that queer communities are, don’t underestimate the importance having a safe space to discuss SFW and NSFW size stuff online for youth discovering their size kinks. I guess younger members don’t see it because they’ve been lucky enough to grow up in a world already providing those spaces. We should always stay vigilant when things like this happens. Make no mistake, if they come for them they’ll come for us.

@littlest-lily On behalf of kind(ish) giants out there, I can assure you this goes both ways - I can’t get enough either. Yay for mutual fascination!

@i-am-insane said in Depression and Size Kink:

The relationship itself has a sort of expectation, even if it’s unstated, that at some point you will talk about this kind of thing, to be open and honest.

What you wrote is so very true, and yet that’s something I still struggle with. I have a hard time opening up and trusting, I always focus on the negative outcomes of any situations, and it’s very hard for me to allow myself to be vulnerable with someone. Admitting this kink is then basically impossible.

A long road ahead for me.

@littlest-lily said in New Nightmare Just Dropped:

can something still be “private” but shared??

By default I think everything in your drive is private, but reading what @Aborigen wrote on his blog, it seems that anything sitting on the home screen of Google Drive is also somehow considered “public” (!)

So if I understand correctly, if you create folders to store your documents they are private unless you explicitly share them. Unless they’re sitting on the top level of your drive, in which case they could be scanned (going by what Aborigen said)

He also mentions finding a workaround for locked documents, and while he won’t reveal his fix publicly (for fear Google will patch it), you can contact him for help.

@blehb said in When Chaotic Good Giants Attack:

Kind of melodramatic to have such a strong response to it, but I suppose that’s just how my mind works.

Oh no don’t feel bad about having strong feelings about it, not all of us are switchers and it’s okay. I’m the same and I feel extreme discomfort at the simple thought of being tiny, vulnerable and at the mercy of someone’s whims and desires. Nightmare fuel.

I’m not too much into growing to giant size either, as I’d rather not draw undue attention to myself (in fantasy or IRL, uh) and being a literal giant is the antithesis of that. Also, I love the shrinking process too much , so if I’m the natural huge one I miss that super important part.

There’s also something more personal about shrinking a woman down, it’s hard to explain but a giant could potentialy take any woman (they’re all small to him), but it’s not the same if I get to choose who I’m going to shrink, anticipating this moment where she’s dwindling in front of me, like…

Uh, got distracted here… where was I? Ah yes - it’s okay to like only one side of this fantasy!

@tiny-ivy I figured I couldn’t be the only one, given the impossible nature of our kink, so much happens in our minds - it’s possible we cope and develop our imaginations beyond the average

I hadn’t thought of the synaesthesia angle! That’s actually a very intereting theory, if there was some serious science done on the subject, I’d volunteer my time right away (same for microphilia, which is way overdue to be studied imho)

Can I ask if you ever get phantom feelings? Like, if you just imagined touching something, it lingers on for a while? I can’t explain it better than as if there’s a “delay” in the response to switch from fiction to reality. Ties back to sensory overload and synaesthesia, I guess?!

Also, did you ever have night terrors or sleep paralysis? Just trying to see if there are more common links…

@SmolChlo said in Disaster and confrontation:

Day 1 - practice being picked up

W-where do I sign up for this dream job?! Heck don’t even pay me, I’d do it for free.

@littlest-lily I think I got a ping from the SizeCon Discord server but only a few days ago.

I can’t attend (I’m adulting hard this weekend) and it’s a shame, the topic list seems so interesting.

Well is was a rather… eventful weekend over at OpenAI HQ, if you’ve seen the news/drama.

On my side, I did report some of my innocuous prompts as false positives to the powers that be. I didn’t receive anything else since then, but instead of the big bad email I’m getting those, which are friendlier I guess(?) :

No, ChatGPT, I don’t think I will. Oh well, I can work with that (and around that of course).