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    • RE: Buy One Get Two Free

      You know, I’ve been sitting on this part for a week or two now? Just been waiting for the right balance of energy and MOTIVATION to get it written out and, well, let me tell you that I’m excited, anyways.



      “Up and at 'em, ladies.” I said cheerfully as I swung the Min House open.

      They had been sitting on the fabric pile I had left them originally, probably for lack of anything better to do, but as I approached they assumed their attention positions, as obedient as ever. Hilariously, me opening the house jostled them out of place, sending them falling back onto their little nest, but they recovered in admirable speed and returned to proper form.

      “Miranda and I discussed a few things, and the good news is your situation is going to improve.” I explained. “You’re actually still on house arrest for awhile, but we’re going to be having a little fun and your attendance is required. I’ll set you back up with everything afterwards.”

      I held out my hand for them but while they approached amicably enough, they hesitated as they grew closer, staring up at me with increasingly concerned faces. I probably would have been annoyed at that normally, but I was so excited for what was coming next that I merely smiled wider.

      “Did I mention this is going to be your last chance for decent food until the next round of negotiations? Because you two are on Min Chow for now as well.”

      It was amazing, I thought idly as Amber and Mia all but flew into my palm, just how effective the proper motivation could be.

      “Excellent choice.” I murmured, before closing my hand around them.

      I all but whistled as I walked back to the table, and it was clear my good mood was putting everyone on edge.

      “…Ian?” Miranda asked warily. “What’s going on?”

      I had left her and Sydney there once we had concluded our game, struck by a sudden inspiration that I was dying to see through. I hadn’t told them what was about to happen, but I had realized it would be easier if I didn’t give her time to stress over it, and maybe work herself up to try to flee and hide somewhere in the house. It wouldn’t save her from me, of course, but I didn’t want to deal with the hassle, either.

      Better not to give her a warning. Or a choice.

      “We’re having a little celebration, Miranda.” I answered. “I like to think we’ve made some progress just now, and I’d like to treat that with the importance it deserves.”

      She flinched when I swung my hand to her, visibly stopping herself from retreating, and the sight was a little sting of irritation in my good mood. Instead of letting her pick up her friends, as I had planned, I lightly tossed them at her without any warning.

      As she fumbled to catch them, I strode off into the kitchen, grabbing a large mixing bowl and setting it on the counter. As I walked to the freezer I found myself humming cheerfully as my attitude improved, pulling out the chocolate ice cream and scooping out a decent serving into the bowl before returning the carton to the fridge.

      By the time I returned to the table with the largely empty bowl I found the women bunched together near the center, as they often did when they found my actions alarming. It was adorable how they acted like that would protect them at all, but it probably helped calm their nerves if nothing else, so I refrained from laughing and simply sat at my usual spot, with the bowl placed before me.

      “Amber.” I began. She jolted at the sound of her name. “Mia. Miranda.”

      I tapped the space in front of me, next to the bowl, with a finger. “All of you come here.”

      There was a moment of confusion where they all stared at each other, before all eyes turned to the one member of their number I had excluded, who looked unsure if she should be happy or terrified at being the odd one out. Thankfully, they started moving before I had to repeat myself, and soon enough I had three little women lined up in front of me, staring up at my face with worried eyes.

      Then, before any of them could react, my left hand lashed out and seized Miranda. Palm on her chest, and fingers gripping her shoulders, I easily forced her down onto the table top, and a single finger tip moved to cover her mouth, and any sounds she could have made. The smaller Mins screamed at my sudden movements, but before they do anything else my right hand pushed the bowl behind them. They jumped and spun to look at it, and were so panicked they didn’t see me calmly lay my arm on the other side of the bowl, trapping them in place.

      “You know, I’d like to thank you two.” I said casually. “The more time passes, the more sure I am that Miranda would have been even more unreasonable without your presence, and the constant guilt and fear for your lives.”

      What I could see of their tiny faces paled and Miranda’s thrashing grew suddenly frantic under my grip.

      “And in general I’d like to think I’ve treated you well, all things considered. But…” I trailed off for a moment as I tried to find the words, and I tapped a finger absently on Miranda’s breast.

      “I’ve been using you, successfully I might add, as hostages, but as I rely on that more and more her she’s going to be to rebel unless I prove that I’m serious and I don’t think I’ve actually done anything to you, beyond locking you in your House. Certainly nothing where she could see it. So, under the circumstances, I’ve decided that Miranda needs a reminder that I am, in fact, absolutely not bluffing when I start pushing things farther. Not about you, not about her, not about anything. In the same vein, I owe her an indignity, and really, I just want to have a bit of fun. So we’re going to have a little party to celebrate the fact that you’re all my hostages and that you should all be terrified about it, and as a paper thin excuse for me to play with you all, to kind of cover all these points all at once.”

      Taking my free hand, I set it in front of them, fingers spread wide so that each of them stood in the empty space between two fingers. There was a span of time there, brief as it was, that they could have tried to run, or hide, or really do anything to resist me. Honestly, I had expected them to. Instead, they merely stared up at me with resignation on their faces.

      Once I was satisfied with how things were lined up, carefully I closed my hand and trapped them in between my fingers.

      Lifting them into the air, I turned my hand and looked at it, and my two prisoners, like a woman admiring her rings. They hung there, limp and unmoving, but seemed to be unhurt, just disheartened.

      “This isn’t about you, you’re just the most convenient tool at hand for my needs. If it makes you feel better, I’m not trying to make you miserable just for fun, I’m trying to make Miranda miserable for fun. Well, that probably doesn’t help. Either way…” I trailed off and shrugged. “Sorry about all this.”

      Then I dropped them into the ice cream.

      I felt Miranda’s scream under my fingertip, and pressed down lightly in response.

      “Don’t be such a drama queen, they’re fine. It’s not like they’re going to be hurt by such a soft landing.”

      I laughed and adjusted my grip, freeing her mouth as I lifted her, thrashing, into the air.

      “Besides, Miranda, you really should be worrying more about yourself. How easily you’ve forgotten that this is about humiliating you.”

      And just like that, she froze.

      “What?” She asked in a quiet voice, but I ignored her for the moment to look in the bowl instead.

      When I had dropped them, Amber and Mia had sunk pretty deeply into the ice cream, but it seemed by now they had managed to free themselves and get back on their feet. Shivering slightly from the cold, huddling together for warmth, and covered in brown splotches, but otherwise unharmed by my antics.

      Good.

      Admittedly, this all was a bit of calculated risk; ice cream itself was harmless, of course, but for all intents and purposes they were standing in a snow field while naked. For now they were fine, but if I left in there too long it could be hazardous for their health. Mins are delicate creatures, after all, and while I was acting careless with them, I had no intention to let them actually be injured.

      “You know, I’ve been craving some ice cream, and would you look at this, Miranda! All of this, just for me!”

      I paused. “Well, for all of us, technically, but somehow I think I’ll be coming out of this with the lion’s share, don’t you? Anyways, I have ice cream, I have a bowl…”

      I trailed off as I made a show of looking around the table. “But wait! What’s this? I don’t have a spoon! How tragic!”

      Sighing in exaggerated regret, I turned my head, staring at the woman in my hand meaningfully. “If only I had something else I could use…”

      It didn’t take Miranda long to get the message.

      “No…” She said in horror. “No, Ian, you wouldn’t, you couldn’t! How would that even work?!”

      “I don’t know,” I admitted cheerfully, “But you know what? I’m excited to find out!”

      That was a bit of a white lie, if I was being perfectly honest. I had put some thought into all of this before hand, after all. I may not know for sure, but I had a few theories how to make it work.

      I was milking all of this to for drama, yes, to inspire fear in the Mins lost in the bowl and to Miranda trapped in my hand, but it also let the ice cream warm and melt, become easier to scoop, as well as limit how long I could play this out before it melted completely and ended the game.

      Moreover, I had been very particular when I had picked Miranda up, pinning her arms with my thumb and fingers while resting her back against my palm, which left her lower half protruding from my hand. It was a somewhat awkward way to hold her, but I had my reasons: You see, even softened, the ice cream would probably resist a Min’s body to some extent, and while I could easily force it, that could possible hurt Miranda. Most of their bodies were soft and delicate, but if I had to name the strongest part of a Min’s body, one that could cut into ice cream the easiest… it would be the legs.

      “I"ve got an idea, though. Let’s start with this: open your legs, Miranda.”

      “What?!” She screeched. “Ian, I-”

      “Oh well. I guess I’ll have to handle it myself.”

      I cut her off before she could say anything else. I hadn’t expected her to agree, which was half the reason we were doing all this in the first place, but more than that I didn’t want her to agree. Now, of all times, I didn’t want her cheerful and compliant; I wanted her to struggle, to fight against me, to kick her legs and do her best to dig her tiny little teeth into my skin.

      I wanted her to do all of that… and have it serve absolutely no purpose other than to make her tired. I had already decided that today I was going to drive into her just how pathetic and helpless she truly was.

      Ignoring her continued protests, I grabbed her legs with my free hand and easily forced them open as I lowered Miranda’s body into the bowl. The others had made their way out of ice cream, mostly, and were at one of the edges of the bowl, trying frantically to climb out, though they froze in place at my movements. I pretended not to see them as I aimed for the top of the ice cream mountain.

      Lowering Miranda just below where I planned to take my first ‘spoonful’, I closed her legs around the area, cutting through it and leaving a lump balanced on her thighs. Lifting her to head height, I bent Miranda’s legs forward so that lump fell onto her stomach, and it was only then that I leaned in to eat.

      If I was doing all this just to eat ice cream, honestly this whole system would have been far better off replaced by a simple spoon. It was messy, it was inefficient. It took two hands, and a lot more work than it probably should have taken, all for the relatively simple task of getting ice cream from the bowl to my mouth.

      Thankfully, though, the ice cream itself was basically the last thing on my mind. Everyone here knew that the ice cream was just a fig leaf over my real intentions, to play with Miranda’s body and humiliate her, and on that metric, this was a stunning success.

      Even now, she fought against me, her toned legs struggling frantically against my fingers, her high pitched, desperate cries, the way her entire body jerked each time my grip on her arms shifted even minutely.

      Bliss, I thought to myself, as I ran my tongue down the flat plane of her stomach, as each panicked breath pushed it harder against my taste buds for a brief second. Truly, this is bliss.

      Ignoring the mess I was making of my own face, I chased the melted ice cream past Miranda’s stomach, lapping her breasts, before heading down to her legs. Here I let go of them, allowing her to kick each of them freely, until I took first one, then the other, into my mouth. Gently biting to hold each in place, I move up from the ankles, past the knees, only to stop half way up her thighs.

      And for a moment, the room seemed to freeze as I turned her body to face me, bottom first. We both knew what was about to happen. Miranda tried to stop me, crossing her legs and holding them tight against her body, but it did as much to stop me as the look of terror on her face, or her desperate cries for me to stop, to wait, to talk about this.

      Nothing, in other words. It did nothing to stop me.

      It was the work of an instant for the tip of my tongue to slither between her legs, to flex and force them open, and to move in on the prize.

      In many ways, this was all very similar to what happened after the pizza not too long ago. We never reached this point then, but if I had I would taken my time, tempted and teased her every step of the way. Back then, my biggest priority was to have Miranda enjoy the experience as much, if not more, than I did.

      I didn’t want Miranda to remember this experience with a smile. I didn’t want her to think of this as a happy moment. I wanted her to remember it and feel violated.

      So this time, instead of waiting, I dug in without hesitation.

      At her size, there was only so far I could actually ‘dig in’ of course, nothing more than the very tip of my tongue, but as I did, Miranda jerked so hard in my hands that I worried briefly for her back, making a sound of hungry, desperate pleasure that only belonged in cheap porn. Her legs, which had been rather ineffectively kicking at me before now, suddenly switched to trying to keep my head in place, and at the core of her, I felt tiny, tiny little muscles try and fail to hold my tongue as it turned and twisted within her.

      I gave it another second before withdrawing, to another guttural cry, and instead of saying anything I smacked my lips thoughtfully and lowered her back into the bowl.

      This time I had to straighten out her limp legs, but the actual experience made getting my next ‘scoop’ easier than the first had been.

      I lifted her to my face and observed her for a moment, the way she panted and the flush on her face. As she opened her mouth, I tilted her, steeper this time, so that the lump of ice cream rolled until it stopped flat against her breasts, and I took it all, breasts and dessert alike, into my mouth at once.

      The noises Miranda made this time, as I played with her breasts, were short and desperate. I bounced them on my tongue, I pressed them back against her body and hummed happily to myself at the begging natures of the sounds Miranda made in response, before removing them from my mouth with a wet sounding pop as I went down for my third bite.

      It was only then that I noticed that the other two were in trouble. It had probably been several minutes at this point, and Amber and Mia were visibly slowing down from the cold. Worse yet, they were trapped before one of the melting flows that came from the main pile of confection, and it wouldn’t be long before they were buried in it.

      The real irony of it all though, is that while I noticed, Miranda didn’t. She didn’t fight me I lowered her back into the bowl, and she scissored me some of the now rapidly melting ice cream almost without my hand even moving, never noticing that her friends were trapped inside the blob now resting on her body. It was only as I lifted her to my mouth, choosing to eat directly off her legs this time, that she startled, head jolting down suddenly as she presumably felt something move against her skin.

      Then I slurped the lump, passengers and all, into my mouth.

      “Ian?”

      Miranda had stopped talking after the first scoop, so it was honestly a bit surprising to hear her voice again so fast. I had thought it would have taken her longer to catch her breath.

      “Ian, where are they?”

      Carefully, I pressed the two wiggling shapes in my mouth against my cheek with my tongue as swallowed down some of the mixed spit and ice cream slurry.

      “Where are they, Ian?! Where are Amber and Mia?!”

      Releasing them, I let the now limp forms settle onto my tongue and felt a brief urge to keep moving them around, tasting them, toying with them. Instead, I answered Miranda, opening my mouth and sticking out my tongue just enough for her to see.

      She gasped.

      I couldn’t see how they looked, of course, but I could imagine. While they weren’t buried in ice cream any more, between what was left of it and my saliva, I doubted they could move much, and though the brief stint in my mouth had likely warmed them enough to get them out of the danger zone, I could still feel the two of them shivering.

      There was a scream I ignored as I brought them back into my mouth, trying to suck the worst of the mess off of them. A moment of an almost absent adjustment brought some quiet as I covered Miranda’s mouth again, and brought my newly freed hand to my face as I spat out my two prisoners.

      Licking my lips, I brought them up to eye level to examine them closer. They were soaked, of course, hair clinging to their faces and bodies and gasping for breath, but they seemed to have come out of the experience intact. Neither of them could stand, though; Amber tried, briefly, to raise her arm, but the sheer weight and stickiness of my drool seemed to overwhelm her and she gave up to lay back helplessly against my palm.

      I considered pushing a little further, maybe saying a line about how good they tasted, but I think I done enough at this point. I gave them a moment before bringing Miranda up enough to see their pathetic state, then closed my hand around the pair.

      They wouldn’t like it, but the warmth of my hand would probably do more to help them shake off the effect of the cold than a hot shower would.

      I gave it a minute or two before I spoke up.

      “Sydney.”

      From the corner she had tried to hide herself in, my newest Min straightened up.

      “Come here and keep an eye on Miranda for me, I’ll be back soon enough. Don’t let her do anything stupid, hold her down if you have to.”

      She made a face at that, presumably at how rapidly things I had changed things up with what I wanted from her and what I would punish her for, but gamely walked towards me as I set Miranda down on the table.

      Still with my hand closed, I got up and headed to the sink, briskly rinsing off my free hand and drying it on a towel before heading back to the Min House.

      Quietly, I began to pick up each piece of furniture I had removed before and placed it in back into the house. It wasn’t the exact location I had taken them all from, but the end result was still a cleary livable home once more, instead of an empty space defined only by the walls. It was only then, once I was satisfied with the arrangement, that I opened up my hand on the sodden heap I was holding.

      Compared to the last time I saw them, they seemed somewhat more energetic, but something inside Amber and Mia seemed broken by what they had experienced.

      We regarded each other, and I felt compelled to break the silence.

      “…I won’t say sorry. I used you just as I have always planned to, and I never made a secret that’s what you were for. But I will admit I went too far, and I do regret that.”

      I gave them some time to speak up, but when they did nothing more than stare at me blankly, I kept talking.

      “I put you in real danger, and I regret that. And even if it’s not for the reasons you would have wanted, that emotion is real. But, as a form of apology, I will tell you two a secret.”

      I leaned in slightly, ignoring the way they cringed at my approach, and spoke in just over a whisper.

      “Soon enough, I won’t need you two anymore.” A look of horror crossed their faces, and I rushed to correct myself. “Not for something like this, anyways.”

      They relaxed, slightly, at that and I continued. “My main point, the threat, is made. I don’t think I’ll have to prove my willingness anymore, which means that as long as you are here, and alive, it stands with absolutely zero effort on my part. And I’ll admit, part of the problem I had just now is that I enjoyed playing with you too much to want to stop.”

      I shrugged a bit and smirked. “Thankfully, there are other ways for me to get that kind of fun. More expendable ways than the two of you. For now, suffice to say that you two have well and truly earned your place here. I don’t expect to see either of you for the rest of the night. Or the morning, even.”

      I gave them a moment to digest that, before settling them gently back into their home. “Take a bath, or a shower, and clean yourselves up. Get some rest, enjoy whatever food is left in there.”

      I closed the House back up, locked it, and returned to the table to see Sydney standing over Miranda, looking visibly unsure if she should be doing something, or running full tilt in the opposite direction. I settled that matter for her by plucking her off the table top as I headed back to my chair.

      Miranda meanwhile, was curled in on herself, arms hugging her knees and head bowed. Calmly, I dipped Sydney’s butt into the bowl and at her startled squeal Miranda straighten up to look at me.

      I licked the sweet liquid off the squirming Sydney before I spoke up.

      “They almost died in there, you know. It was collapsing on them. If I hadn’t pulled them out it would have buried them, and I don’t think they could have managed to dig their way out. Drowning in ice cream, huh? What a way to go.”

      I was fully prepared to keep going, but apparently that was enough for Miranda to reach the breaking point.

      “What was the point of this, Ian?!” She screamed, banging her fist against the wood. “Why are telling me this, why are you doing this to me?!”

      My fist hit the table so hard that it shook.

      “BECAUSE YOU NEEDED THIS TO HAPPEN!” I shouted back.

      There was a pause. “What?” Miranda said weakly.

      I leaned towards her, settling my hands on the table only to be thwarted by the Min I was still holding onto. I stared at Sydney blankly before dropping her into the bowl.

      “Stay.” I told her firmly, before turning back into Miranda.

      “I honestly wonder sometimes… do you even realize your situation? You’re afraid of me, yes, and I’ll admit I’ve encouraged that to some extent, but the way you act around me… it feels like you think I did this to you. That I walked up to you on the street, Min’d you, and took you home. I didn’t do this to you. You Min’d all by yourself. I didn’t abandon you at the Kennel. I didn’t leave you there, for months, without any contact. Your friends did. Your family did. Your boyfriend did. I have done nothing to you, Miranda, nothing that has happened to you is my fault.”

      I slammed my fist down again. “Do you know what I did do, though? I rescued you. I treated you like a person. I gave you food, and clothes, and respect, when you had none, and you spat all over that because of the simple fact that I enjoyed all of this. Do you realize what you have, Miranda? You have nothing.”

      I gestured angrily at the house. “All these things you enjoy? All of it, the clothes, the warmth, the shelter? All of it is mine. ‘Your’ clothes are ‘yours’ in the same way a Barbie owns whatever outfit a child puts on her. You own nothing. You deserve nothing, and I give you these things anyways, yet you treat my attentions as a threat?”

      I shifted tacks. “How long would it have taken you, Miranda, to realize that your friends were missing?”

      She flinched.

      “How long would it have taken you to realize that they had died? And how about this: what if you had seen them, down in that bowl, Miranda? What would you have done?”

      Silently, she began to cry. In response I reached out and pinned her down to the table.

      “Nothing.” I snarled. “You would have done nothing, but begged and cried, because you are nothing, Miranda. You are a Min, just like the rest of them. You would have done all that and done nothing, changed nothing, and they would have died the same way they would have if you had never noticed them at all. You an animal too helpless to take care of herself, and one that the government is just guilty enough to refuse to put down.”

      I held out my empty hand in front of her. “Image, for a moment, that the two of them were here, right now.”

      I closed my hand, the same way I often did when I transported Mia and Amber, and began to squeeze.

      “Stop me, Miranda.”

      She cried harder.

      “Stop me, Miranda, or else they die.”

      I gave it a little longer, then opened my hand as if I was dropping something.

      “Oops. I guess they’re dead now. That was a surprising amount of blood for how small they were, wasn’t it?”

      I clenched my fist so hard that my knuckled popped.

      “You have the gall to treat me as, what? Some unwanted thug trying to corner you on the streets, when I am the one that gives you everything.”

      And just like that, I snapped.

      Lunging forward, I grabbed her, and dragged her towards my body. Thoughtlessly, madly, I caught her, held her, seized whatever I touched, frantically changing my grip to hold down anything that moved to the soundtrack of her screams.

      It wasn’t sexual. It wasn’t desire. It was some emotion I couldn’t name, a bizarre possessiveness that was almost closer to hunger than anything, a mad desire that emerged from an empty, endlessly wanting place in myself I hadn’t realized existed before this moment.

      There was no thought to it, no logic. I simply wanted in a way that echoed to my core.

      It lasted for… two minutes? Three? Maybe even four. I’m not sure, but when I came back to myself, I found Miranda squeezed tight against my chest, face down, locked in place by my crossed arms, while my hands held her butt and head in a firm grip. Between t hatand the way I had curled over her, almost no part of her was left uncovered by my body, like a snake coiling around its prey.

      I realized suddenly, in a blinding moment of transcendent understanding, that if Miranda had been smaller, I may have simply dropped her into my mouth just to trap her more firmly, to bring her even closer to me.

      I may have even swallowed.



      I didn’t actually mean to stop here when I started, but I reached this point and it somehow seemed like a great place to stop to me?

      You know, as I was writing this all out, I was reminded of something I had read a long time ago. It said that, while a dom acts like everything is easy and effortless to their subs, or that they’re being careless and they don’t care if the sub gets hurt or not, they actually need to put a lot of work in the background to make everything goes perfectly. It just occurred to me that the way Ian messes with Miranda sometimes has a similar energy to it.

      Also… for a fetish story on a fetish forum that is basically about reducing a woman to sexual slavery, there is surprisingly little focus on the sex. Or sex at all, even.

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    • BlueKitsunoStudio's account, the author of Weekends, is deactivated on DeviantArt- download the story while you can!

      This happened with an artist I like awhile ago; the pages hung around, but after a couple of weeks they vanished completely. I don’t want to see that happen to Weekends, if at all possible; I’m in the process of reading it, but it’s a story about an nice, if somewhat awkward guy, and his childhood friend who is a defacto mad scientist. Long story short, she shrinks herself, romance ensues.

      I like it alot, and there’s also a bunch of pictures around Katrin with food and whatnot that are all really cute or sexy as well.

      The problem is with the account gone, you can’t actually navigate through it, but just keep trying to refresh the ‘more by’ section which… isn’t ideal. I’m going to post links to 1-10 here, which as far as I can find at the moment (and I have no idea if that’s where it stops?), but I encourage everyone to grab whatever you like from them while you can.

      https://www.deviantart.com/bluekitsunostudio/art/Weekends-Chapter-1-Revised-613766205

      https://www.deviantart.com/bluekitsunostudio/art/Weekends-Chapter-2-Revised-618971194

      https://www.deviantart.com/bluekitsunostudio/art/Weekends-Chapter-3-Revised-619239221

      https://www.deviantart.com/bluekitsunostudio/art/Weekends-Chapter-4-Revised-620009008

      https://www.deviantart.com/bluekitsunostudio/art/Weekends-Chapter-5-Revised-621945000

      https://www.deviantart.com/bluekitsunostudio/art/Weekends-Chapter-6-Revised-622213442

      https://www.deviantart.com/bluekitsunostudio/art/Weekends-Chapter-7-Revised-640746724

      https://www.deviantart.com/bluekitsunostudio/art/Weekends-Chapter-8-Revised-663074760

      https://www.deviantart.com/bluekitsunostudio/art/Weekends-Chapter-9-Revised-676761388

      https://www.deviantart.com/bluekitsunostudio/art/Weekends-Chapter10-Revised-676787909

      Edit: Searching ‘BlueKitsunoStudio’ through Deviantart itself, there’s actually the revised story, which I posted here, and has ten chapters, and the original, which has… about 35 chapters, and is complete.

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    • RE: Buy One Get Two Free

      For a time, I let her cry. Partly out of simple enjoyment, to be sure. Miranda being naked was still new to me, must less her in lingerie, and there was some sort of kinky pleasure I took in watching her, trapped in her little cage. But that was more a bonus for me than anything. The point of it was the despair.

      So, happily enough, I let her marinate in her helplessness, and how far she had fallen.

      Then I let her out.

      Miranda’s tears cut off with a yelp as my hand approached her cage, and she backpettled frantically, as if hiding in an empty cage would protect her. She stilled, though, as I released the clasp and swung the door open invitingly. I waited, but she she didn’t move beyond fixing me with a suspicious stare.

      “You’re free to go.” I said. “No tricks.”

      Reaching back into the box, I pulled out her dress once again and laid it out on the table as she stared.

      “Don’t you want this?” I teased. “Cloothes, Miranda. You like clothes.”

      Cautiously, she ventured from the cage, never dropping eye contact with me as she took each tremulous step, until she reached the dress.

      Bending over, and giving me a view of her back I had to force myself to not experence with touch as well as sight, Miranda picked up the small bundle of fabric. For a second, she closed her eyes and hugged it to herself. Then she looked to where I patiently waited.

      “Well?” She asked. “Now what?”"

      I smiled. “Now we play, Miranda. A simple game of choice, a brief series of binary questions. Or, you could leave the table right now, I guess.”

      I shrugged. “I wouldn’t advise that, not if you ever want to see your friends again, but you could.”

      She puffed herself up with righteous fury, but I cut in before she could go anywhere with it. “Oh, they’re fine. They’ll continue to be fine, even. But you will never see them again Miranda. Not until you play my little game.”

      She bit back the first thing she wanted to say. Then the second, and the third, and quite possibly the fourth, before she found something she thought diplomatic enough to say.

      “Fine, Ian. So how do we play?”

      “I’ve already told you the how, Miranda: answer my questions. Pick Choice A or Choice B, no third answers, no refusal to choose. What you should be more interested in are the stakes.”

      I leaned in eagerly, driving her back a step in response.

      “I’m sure you remember what situation you were in just a minute ago. Well, unfortunately, your friends are in the exact same situation: locked away, no clothes, nothing to do, only Min Chow to eat. You can help them, Miranda… but it’ll cost you. Because right now? Right now, there’s only one set of freedoms in this house, and you have all of them. If you want their lot to improve? You have to worsen yours.”

      My smile widened as she shook her head slowly.

      “The name of the game is Sacrifice, Miranda. To give something up to receive something else in return. I made this because I’m curious: will you give up your comforts for theirs? How much do they mean to you?”

      I leaned back as her wordless denials grew more frantic.

      “Let’s find out: first question, Miranda. Who lives in a cage? Is it you, or them?”

      At last she found her voice. “I… I can’t make that choice, Ian. I just can’t.”

      I wagged a finger lecturingly. “Ah, you see, I thought you’d say that. So let’s make things clear: if you don’t choose, none of you get that freedom. It vanishes into the wind, lost forever. Either one of you lives in a cage, Miranda, or you all do.”

      There was a beat of silence as it sank in. Then, “Them!” she shouted frantically. “Them! I’m not going back in there! I’m can’t handle it I-”

      Then she gasped, and held her hand to her mouth as if trying to stop herself from saying anything else, but she didn’t try to take it back, either.

      “Very well then, Miranda,” I said, trying to look and sound as soothing as possible. “No more cage for you.”

      Unless I wanted to, of course. There was clearly some kind of trauma there, either from actually being in a cage or how she had walked herself inside it, and it wasn’t something I was above using.

      She sagged in relief at my confirmation, and I let her have that brief moment to calm herself before I continued. At that moment, she looked indescribably pathetic in a way I couldn’t place: a lingerie clad woman, kneeling in helpless joy on a table that dwarfed her, hands clasped tightly around a dress so small it barely covered her.

      “Thank you, Ian.” She whispered fervently. “Thank you.”

      “Who eats Min Chow?” I asked in response, ruthlessly shattering her calm.

      She stiffened at my words, and let out a silent gasp, but didn’t hesitate in answering. “They do, Ian.”

      I nodded. “Who wears only underwear and heels?”

      I had put this question after the other two for a reason: guilt. I couldn’t see her allowing herself to return to the cage or the Chow, but she had probably grown used to nudity at this point. After denying them twice, the guilt could be enough for her to accept that return. I was fine with the answer either way, really, I’d get my eyefulls of her no matter what, but seeing her struggle over the question so furiously was delightful.
      Miranda hesitated again, and this time I didn’t interrupt, not wanting to taint her choice.

      “I… I…” She began, before trailing off. She gulped and gathered her courage. “I do. I only wear my underwear.”

      I couldn’t help licking my lips as she said it, and Miranda stirred uneasily at the sight. Even more so as I reached out and pinched the dress she still held in her hands. For an instant, she tried to fight me, to keep her hold on it, before surrendering it to my pull.

      I didn’t move the fabric away immediately, instead letting her gaze at it with helpless desire a few moments more before returning it to the box a second time.

      That, at least, would be returned to her in time, no matter what she thought about it. I had so much fun dressing her once that there was no way I would deny myself that pleasure in the future, both with more interesting outfits and a far more literal take on the phrase ‘dressing’.

      “As for the last… I’ll admit that’s something I didn’t think through. There’s a pile of everything needed to make the Min House livable right in front of the very house they’re trapped in, yet I have nothing to add to the cage you’re not even using. I could leave it as an easy choice, but this is supposed to be a punishment…”

      I mused on the problem briefly. “How about this? Either I subject you to some as yet undefined indignity in the future, or the others continue to live in their little house with nothing but some sheets. Seems fair to me.”

      “‘Fair’, huh?” Miranda snorted bitterly. “Sure, that makes sense. You know what? Fine. Fine!”

      She lifted her arms into the air, as if she was making it easier to grab her. “Do what you want to me; you’re going to anyways! I might as well give them something out of it.”

      When I didn’t move, they fell back to her sides and she sighed.

      “And besides, that makes two for them and two for me. Sounds pretty fair, doesn’t it?”

      I’ll admit, I feel a bit rusty, and this chapter feels a tad off, but we’re back.

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    • RE: Vore Tropes

      @Kisupure
      Huh. The thing is that while I like the ‘classic’ tropes, as you put it, I’m honestly surprisingly open as long as the prey is a woman.

      I’ve said it before, but I’m not attracted to men, but I’m generally fine with them as part of a sexual scenario… unless it’s one of those giants that deliberately makes them look ugly. It’s weirdly a turn off for me when I’m honestly fine with like, flat out monsters… which in itself is not surprising, really, considering dragons got me into this, and I have this vivid memory of dragon having sorta sex with a woman in a short story when I was younger.

      For me that, for me, that there’s three things I want in a vore situation: an attractive woman as the prey, a size difference between prey and predator, and someone to be enjoying it. I’ve seen pictures with (insert animal here) eating SWs, and that did nothing for me, but there’s a fic someone on e-hentai where a frog is given a SW to rape (for it’s… sexual needs?) and that one was great for me despite how dumb the plot was. I’ve dabbled in tentacle sex, and I can even enjoy Transformers porn, as long as it hits the right points for me (though those weren’t vore fics). That’s not even including the cock vore pics I’m seen on Eka’s and the like.

      The pleasure, I think, is the most important part. A woman enjoying getting eaten, or someone enjoying eating a woman, is what turns it into a sexual thing for me, rather just someone getting eaten.

      posted in Size Fantasy Chat
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    • RE: Vore Tropes

      @Jitensha

      I think, for me, there’s two parts to it: there’s the physical, the usual parts of vore. A soft, warm body in my mouth, squirming, but better than before because it’s willing, because she’s rubbing up against me just as much as I’m trying to taste and tease her.

      At the same time, though, there’s also the psychological, the fact that she’s not only willing to do it, willing to give herself, willing to become food, but wants it, maybe even more than I do… because in all honesty I’m probably too soft for my own good. The idea that someone wants to end, to be subsumed, by me, because of me, to want it so much that it excites them thrills me.

      There’s something that’s both inherently dehumanizing, to reduce someone to food, but also intimate about vore, and it only becomes more so when both sides are the ones interested. You can be friends or lovers for years, you can both enjoy the process and make it an even better experience, but once you eat them they’re gone, and you’re the one who did it. There’s some sort of extra, almost unholy spice that kind of act adds to the proceedings.

      I like to picture a sushi platter, but with SWs instead. Each one of them dressed in a little seaweed outfit, each one posing cheerfully. More than that, they’re enjoying it, and each other, and there’s even a few bathing in the dish of soy sauce.

      Bliss.

      posted in Size Fantasy Chat
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    • RE: Vore Tropes

      So, I’m commenting again because I’m rereading Beastars. Long story short, it’s a manga about a world of humanized animals, and balancing ‘normal’ people problems with issues around their animalistic instincts.

      I’m bringing this up because one of the big struggles in the story is the main character, a grey wolf, which is one of the largest predators in the setting, complicated relationship with a small dwarf rabbit, who is… obviously very small. No the smallest, there’s also hamsters, but he can literally pick her up one handed. It starts off by the wolf struggling against his urge to eat her, but I just reached the point where she fights against her instinct to get eaten, as she literally shoves herself into his mouth.

      As an aside, that doesn’t really make sense from a logic standpoint as an ‘animal’ instinct, so much as a thematic perspective, but… the idea of woman wanting to get eaten isn’t something I ever think about, for whatever reason. What are everyone’s thoughts on that dynamic? Because fuck, does that idea turn me on.

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    • RE: Vore Tropes

      As in all things SW, I am of a duality: intellectually, I like the idea of an absurd size difference. Like, people the size of specks difference. The idea of tiny little women milling about helplessly around me, struggling to survive the calamity of my existence, is great. Imagine them mired in food or stuck in syrup and sauce, so small that even running doesn’t get them off my spoon, if they could run, if they even both to try and flee, speaks to me, it really does.

      But at the same time, I’m a big interaction fan, and I like a woman I can actually interact with beyond obliterating. I like the idea of tasting, of playing with them, of making them come in my mouth, trapped in the dark surrounded by teeth. There’s also a part of me that likes betrayal, that we’re playing around, having some nice time with licking maybe, then it goes farther than she wanted. The uncertainty. The confusion, the fear. The demands turning into pleading, tears in her eyes…

      In all honesty, I wouldn’t do it, with the interactable ones at least. But sweet fuck, I’d like to play with the idea in real life, no matter what the SW actually thinks about the matter.

      posted in Size Fantasy Chat
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    • RE: For vore fans: what's the appeal?

      @subasubaski
      You know, I’ve noticed some Gulliver travels styled fic, but ones where all of them live in the same world and not separated by magic or whatever, and it always irked me that all three shared a tech level, just… in different locations. And somehow this works. Noth even mentioning wildlife and foliage?

      “Realistically”, there’s no way the various size classes could live in harmony needed for such development to happen. People are assholes; the biggest, whether the Brob or some higher one, would inevitably dominate the others, treat them as lessers, and the Lilis, or any smaller ones, would inevitably be the prey of frogs, bugs and the like, unable to establish any advanced civilization due to accidentally being trampled by their betters, or pass down information and technology beyond basic, word of mouth communication due to the fragility of their works (we got to where we are through passing on information throughout generations, via writing and technology; centuries or millennia of investment were needed to get to where we are now. Imagine, then if for all intents and purposes malevolent meteors could just… reset a city in an instant? Where giant monsters could devour everything? Cities that could be not just part of a society, but the society itself? There’s no way that they could reach a technology level anywhere near modern civilization. That’d be the world inch tall people would live in). I mean, fuck, even the ecology: either everything is sized to the giant’s size, and so why aren’t they the normal size, or the giants exist, for all intents and purposes, above the food chain, have little need to invent technology because there’s no real threat to them, and probably don’t even eat like normal living creatures since there’s no way to support themselves ‘naturally’ (what do they eat?! Whales?!) like normal mammals.

      …I know I got somewhat off topic but this is something I’ve been thinking about for awhile now.

      posted in Size Fantasy Chat
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    • RE: Cuddling

      On a personal level, I just have this bone deep desire to hold an SW like a teddy bear and just… rest. It’s something I’ve been trying to figure out how to make a story about, almost; a giant or something rescuing a woman just so he can sleep better at night, or a man who buys an SW for something closer to an experience with an affectionate cat rather than a sex toy that they’re usually for, while her attitude goes from ‘WhatthefuckwhatthefuckI’mgoingtodie’ to ‘Welp, better than where I was before’ to actually bonding with them.

      Just imagining a little arm full of a thing curled up against my chest, all soft and warm, maybe making a cute little noise when I move unexpectedly before snuggling back in is just… bliss.

      posted in Size Life Chat
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    • Cuddling

      What are you thoughts on it? Because I’ve realized that, if I was to have an SW in any form, I’d spend a lot of time, and I mean a lot, just… cuddling. Nothing sexual, just holding them just to hold something soft and warm and because I like holding them, and they like being held as well.

      I’m thinking about this because that appeals to me a lot, but it’s not something that seems to come up? There are mentions of it in stories, but more as logical extensions of X action or whatnot, and no one ever really… talks about in discussions, and we talk about everything from size hierarchies to vore here.

      posted in Size Life Chat
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    • RE: This isn't my normal size

      @olo
      I mean, I get that, but look at him. He looks like he’s three seconds from running away screaming. It’s honestly hilarious.

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    • RE: This isn't my normal size

      I think the weirdest part of this is the, ‘WTF’ energy the guy has going on. He either doesn’t believe her, wants no part of her craziness, no part of her probable drunkness, or all of the above.

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    • Silly - Black Fairy Bra

      I’m playing a dumb game with my friend yesterday, and a character drops this line on us: he’s not wearing sunglasses, no! He shouts proudly that he’s wearing a black fairy bra.

      Along with my instant incredulous reaction, there was also the thought that he was One Of Us, and I should mention it here for everyone else to WTF over and enjoy.

      So… if sunglasses are a tiny bra being abused by being stretched over someone’s face, are there any other common accessories that we can figure out are actually from an SW?

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    • RE: Sex Objects

      @tiny-ivy
      A lot of that, and I say this literally, just goes back to society as a whole. A person, right now more than ever it seems, but probably throughout all of modern history, is seen by the eyes of society as only being worth what they’re worth. If you’re not making money, if you don’t have money, if there’s nothing influential like that about you, to the human race as a whole you’re almost worthless.

      And for a lot of people, to face the brutal reality of human indifference is a struggle, but with friends and hobbies and interests it’s manageable, to a degree. But, when you’re not allowed self worth, or really a ‘self’, as a man or a woman, you turn to societal worth instead to have a reason to live. For men, that is ‘succeeding’, making the bank, along with the other ‘masculine’ concepts that you’re supposed to follow like being athletic, or tough, or getting chicks or whatever. I think it honestly explains the stereotypical jock: because they succeed at their role, they double down on it and keep going with it for the praise they’re receiving for it, and with all the time they spend being ‘men’ they don’t get as much chance to develop their self like someone who isn’t as lockstep with a stereotype. So they keep doubling down, keep acting out in the same way society tells them they should act (brutally honest here: the reason there’s so many ‘boys will be boys’ moments is we keep telling boys that that’s how boys act) until they reach a point where they built their lives around that role they’ve been acting, and it’s all that they have: the jock, the tough guy, the businessman.

      To bring this (ha) temporarily back to the topic of fetishes for a moment, I think that the ‘shirt’ metaphor is why so much giantess stories are kind of dumpster fires. So many go off two main concepts: men losing their rights, or a normal woman who gains power and instantly, and for no apparent reason, just starts killing everything and everyone just because she can now, in whatever ways the author finds sexy. I think… for a lot of guys, that being ‘forcefully’ depowered like that is like getting that shirt taken off, and it’s the only relief from the roles they can find, and allow themselves to find.

      (Personally, it makes my skin crawl; in theory I could like GTS content. In practice I find it largely abohorant, even if the pics themselves can be great in isolation (those legs! Those heels! And oh, do I envy the raw power they have in those pictures, that ability to just step on a city, I really do (and there’s so many good ones because they have so many more artists making them, sigh)) which is ironic since when I was a whelp still figuring out the fetish, I mixed them both, but the reality of it, how so much of it seems to focus on what is probably self-hatred of men, much less losing what remains of our agency in a rapidly evolving society that seems to loath people having any real control over their own lives in the first place, has driven me off it almost completely. Seriously, I have enough problems without getting into that. These days I mostly trawl through GTS stuff looking for more SW content that isn’t actually under an SW label.)

      It’s interesting you say that, though, because looking at a female from the male perspective, while you’re allowed to be more a person than we are, even if we’re collared robots it seems like we can do more with what limited personhood we have. If we men are wearing collars, and slowly killing ourselves with them, it seems like women are have their ankles chained.

      @kisupure said in Sex Objects:

      it was actually really surprising and kind of scary how much subconscious social male programming I’d absorbed

      Yeah. A lot of the reasons people act like they act, men and women alike, is because that’s how they’re told to act, and that comes from both directions. Moms will tell their sons they have to be tough, that their sisters are too weak to do something physically demanding, just as much as fathers do. A girl can attack a boy and that’s almost amusing, but a boy can’t realiate without being a brute, because they’re strong and girls are weak and they must be protected, even from the consequences of their own actions. It’s frustrating and amusing, almost, that there are so many women who tell boys to be sexist, or distant as a child, and then are startled and horrified that boys grow up to be distant sexists.

      posted in Size Fantasy Chat
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    • RE: Sex Objects

      @tiny-ivy
      Not really? To agree with what everyone is saying, basically, what I’m saying masculinity, as discussed in the world now, is almost always inherently toxic because there is no other example. The same factors that help inform the dehumanizing view of men in porn, the lack of expressions, or focus on anything that isn’t a dick, ties back to how men, culturally, are still viewed: tough. Or rather, ‘tough’.

      You can’t show weakness, you can’t be vulnerable, you can’t feel, so you can enjoy sex, because a man is supposed to want to have sex, but not to extent that you show that you enjoy it! It’s messed up, obviously, but honestly the idea that it shouldn’t be a common phrase is bizarre to me because… well, it’s real. It’s common. It’s how I, and probably every other man to some extent, has been raised, even if there is a some focus on fighting the perception of that is how a man should be now compared to how it used to be.

      Talking about this, I’m remembering a short story I read as a kid: a samurai where going up a mountain to get something from a snow spirit, and to impress her, they were standing there, enduring the elements to show how manly they were. They do this until they get coated in ice and die, turning into a statue of ice, and the spirit wanders by the newest statue of dozens, musing how stupid they all are that they just try to become like ice.

      The ‘ideal’ man, in a nutshell, is a Terminator (It can’t be bargained with. It can’t be reasoned with. It doesn’t feel pity, or remorse, or fear. And it absolutely will not stop, ever) programmed to act like a person with the core directives of memetic Darwin to drive them: ‘EAT FIGHT FUCK’.

      @kisupure said in Sex Objects:

      feeling shame for being a sexual being,

      That is something that honestly bothers me a lot about my enjoyment of the SW fetish, because so much of it revolves around, well, hurting or depowering women. It’s… not a good look, these days, and even if I had a mind to talk about that kind of thing (laughs forever at the idea of doing that) the reception that this would have alone would be enough to scare me off it.

      posted in Size Fantasy Chat
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