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Hello, time for some new gens from the past week. I’m working on getting better expressions on characters, also better perspective and lighting. Just sharing some here in case you don’t follow my DA.

First I want to share a fanart I did based on an early chapter from @littlest-lily 's amazing “Rain” series. I’m reading through and I already know I want to do more scenes, some will be quite a challenge but it’s really rewarding once a prompt gives you what had in mind.

This one I liked very much, but of course since it’s M/f I once again got a lot of hate. Some guy went ballistic in the comments and my DMs, I tried to explain what projection/self-insertion was. Don’t know why I wasted my time. Thankfully, the tiny cavalry came in to support me ( including @SmolChlo thanks!!!)

Here I was going for a much smaller size while keeping the details and the proper sense of scale.

This may be the one I’m most proud of…

More on DA, of course. Thanks for watching!

@SmolChlo if they only knew what’s on your mind lol!

I mean nowadays I get over my awkwardness and initial shyness more easily than I did when I was younger, but I still feel like I would have an easier time talking to women if they were 6 inches tall or less, haha. Taller women always intimidated me (only 5’8" myself), might explain why none of my ex’s were above 5 foot 2, lol).

But then again, I don’t remember any girls rejecting me having been particulary mean to me as to “deserve” a shrinking, but I can’t say I didn’t do it, in my mind.

@SmolChlo holy sh… me, totally a shy and soft-spoken nerd IRL, reading this during my lunch hour. Why, oh why do you do this to me?! How can get back to work now!?

@Olo said in Karmic shrinking:

what do you imagine might be some conditions she can find herself in or certain behaviors she can exhibit that would “justify” her getting shrunk

Personally I think hurting animals would be a valid reason. Shrinking her smaller than all the other animals would be good payback. It’s the premise of The Wonderful Adventures of Nils , but he’s a boy.

I also like shrinking bullies. Bullies just suck. A shy, bullied girl shrinking her bully down is a-okay in my book (smallminded48 on DA has such a story).

To a lesser extent, being rude or violent against natually tiny creatures like fairies, not okay at all. Jaxon Sorby did amazing concept art for such a story (“Small Molly”), and coincidentally he also did a gender-swapped tribute of Nils I just mentionned.

Seriously check this guy out if you haven’t already :
https://www.instagram.com/lumber.jaxon/

@giantmaneddie said in ONLINE EVENT SizeCon [micro] NOV10-12:

Of course I’m away for the weekend, welp.

Same.

@giantmaneddie said in Anatomy Class:

Oh I had some teachers I wish that would shrink in front of me.

I think we all imagined that at some point

@Olo oh I remember that episode, ah! Used to watch ST with my father back in the days.

You know when I think of it, tiny AR holograms or full VR with haptic feedback gloves might be the closest thing we’ll ever get to ‘real’ SW.

I know this movie has a great hologram scene for GTS fans , but upon rewatch, I’ve noticed my compatriot Denis Villeneuve has slipped an interesting setting in the JOI software, first on top of the list :

I wonder how low that setting can go? 30? 15? 5? And with the projector he gifts her, that could open up possibilities for a tiny SW hologram following you around. I like it!

J’aime vraiment trop cette scène, je ne sais pas pourquoi, mais elle me touche profondément :
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uU0uSAi26-I

@SmolChlo said in What is your earliest memory of having this fetish?:

@foreverlurk with 10 other kids from your school?! And it was your first time seeing the episode ‍ I can imagine your internal struggle in that moment.

I would of been like “heyyyyy so like totally weird episode let’s open gifts and eat more cake NOW”

yes on both counts. wtf, out of all episodes, at the worst possible time - why were we even watching cartoons at a birthday party!? I was paranoid someone had seen me drooling over the shrunken girl

the other times, it was just my sister and I watching cartoons, but I’m 90% sure she knows about my fetish. I mean, between that, the “shrinking games” I always wanted to play, and her Barbies mysteriously making their way into my room… she must have connected the dots!

@SmolChlo said in What is your earliest memory of having this fetish?:

Did you guys ever try to recreate any other shrunken scenarios?

No, it was really a spur of the moment thing, we weren’t even that close. Its such a strong memory and I had never shared it with anyone, I though I’d take that little moment of childhood bliss to my grave.

If we were watching something and suddenly a character shrunk or if there was some kind of interaction with a giant my face would turn bright red, I’d sweat a little too…

Argh, same! Like I said, cartoons were my primary source of SW when I was young, and almost every series had a shrinking episode. I felt, and still feel a non negligible amount of shame about this fetish (working on it!), so the few times it happened were really embarrassing.

So, you know that Captain Planet episode where the russian girl shrank out of her clothes? With the handheld at the end? Yeah, well the first time I ever watched that was at a birthday party. With like 10 other kids. From my school.

Kill. Me. Now.

@Olo said in What is your earliest memory of having this fetish?:

The most I ever dared do was to slip some Size into our D&D campaigns. I was very sparing lest they figure it out. Perhaps three times over twenty years or so.

I was a teen when I played D&D regularly, and aware of the sexual side of size things.Too uncomfortable for me to have shrinking in our sessions, I think. A shame because I do remember a couple of Forgotten Realms campaigns using size reduction creatively, like this one alchemist having to treat a sick girl with an ultra rare onguent, having only has a small dose, so he shrinks her to six inches tall - problem solved! Well, until a Zin / snake-spirit decides to capture her while she’s tiny. It’s from the “The Talking Tent”, in the Al-Qadim’s setting. :

https://archive.org/details/tsr09459addaccessoryfraqcaravans/page/n37/mode/2up

In the same setting, there are ruins of a city where every citizen were shrunk out of their armor/clothes to the size of insects :

• “To cease hostilities, aid from a Djinni was sought out of desperation by the humans. The djinni took their plea quite literally, shrinking every citizen of Vahtov to the size of insects. Since no one was now able to lift their weapons, all lost the taste for war. One week later the citizens were consumed by a flock of ravens from the Pit of the Ghuls. Only a small band escaped by hiding in the wilderness. These survivors set aside their differences and founded a new city deep within a crack in the ground. This secret city was rumored to still exist, filled with the miniscule descendants, none of them larger than a man’s thumb.”

@littlest-lily said in What is your earliest memory of having this fetish?:

We also played Animorphs (I can’t remember how popular it was, but it was a book series where the kids get the ability to turn into animals)

Magic School Bus, and Animorphs, I knew about those but I was older by then, still I can clearly see how those were triggers for imagination games.

Except this guy was an asshole and honestly a cruel giant but my third grade self didn’t know any better and I guess I was desperate lol).

LOL!
And I like your subtle system to “detect” which friends were receptive, very clever. The things we…

@miss-lillipants said in Foreverlurk's AI artwork:

@foreverlurk Ignoring and blocking is a very fine approach to dealing with…hm, inappropriately forward people. I doubt you’ll miss them. They can perish in their abundance of Fm/SM content. However you decide to address them (or not!), don’t let them get you down. Plenty of others appreciate you sharing some pretty cool Mf/SW AI content.

Thanks a lot, and don’t worry they’re not bringing me down, it’s just annoying and time-consuming. I mean, I can spot the difference between a genuine polite request - although I’ve stated I’m NOT taking them - and a guy saying “your stuff sucks because giant men, do SM/GTS instead”.

So blocked it is.

@littlest-lily said in What is your earliest memory of having this fetish?:

2. sometimes as a kid I’d get paranoid that I was bothering friends with too many shrinking games, but in this case they were really engaged, and I love it when the giant is just as excited about the size difference as I am.

Whoa, wait - shrinking games? You had those, too?! OMG my poor normie friends were subjected sooo many times to my pretend games of shrinking. I stopped bringing them up when I started to get the feeling they were on to me. Children have such amazing interior worlds and imagination!

I’m amazed how common all our stories are - even from the other gender/size of things. Incredible I thought for so long I was the only one, and that there was something profundly wrong with me.

@Nyx said in Foreverlurk's AI artwork:

Ah, the old “anything-that-isn’t-my-specific-fetish-shouldn’t-exist” mentality is still going strong, I see.

Please keep creating what you enjoy. The scenarios that you’ve been posting have been fantastic

Thank you so much!

I’m a bit dumbfounded about them pestering me for GTS/SM content when they already have 1000x more content creators than us out there, some with a level of art and quality I could never even dream of attaining.

@Olo said in Foreverlurk's AI artwork:

@foreverlurk said:
This is the one thing that both tempts me and frustrates me about getting deep into making generative images: the possibility that I could write my way to seeing what I want. I don’t have the patience or the time.

I don’t start from scratch either, I use ChatGPT 4 to help me write them, since it’s the LLM used by DALL-E 3, it knows the way around some restrictions (you have to jailbreak it first, which is still doable right now). I’m a software engineer so I have some level of understanding of how tokens ares weighted in prompts, altough it’s far less obvious than with CLIP in SD. I made myself a small library of prompts I can mix and match. The problem is that Microsoft are constantly tweaking filters, meaning what worked last week might not the week after.

This one is simply miraculous.

Thanks! I hope to have more soon.

OMFG, I simply can’t with these dudes. I can’t decide which is more infuriating: the arrogance to tell someone else how to make art, or the willful blindness to how little M/f content is out there compared to F/m. Just thinking about this is draining.

What should I do? Block them? I’ve explained countless times I’m into SW and M/f or F/f…

So revealing about our society. Makes me more sad than mad.

Yup, very sad… I can still get some M/f but never to the level of affection allowed for F/f.